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[silversolitaire]

Woke up this morning at the usual fucking early time that I've gotten used to during the vacation. Meh... but I slept okay. Now I'm just feeling fat. I want to do more sporty stuff, I feel it. I'm craving to do things and I want to get my body in shape. Thing is, I don't know what I could do. Especially with my knee ;_;. Most of the things I'd be interested in bother my knee too much. I really need to have it fixed. I noticed it during the vacation, too. It really bothers me and I can barely do anything. Before the whole knee thing happened I would have ran up and down the rocks when we were walking along that river. I would have jumped on them and over them. Now I need someone to lend me their arm so that I can just step over them because I can't use my right knee at all. I feel like a geezer T_T. And as expected I've put on weight during the vacation. No wonder, with all the pizza and stuff. Mew... I really wish I knew a way to work-out and diet nicely. I want to lose more weight.

I've kept a journal everyday. For Tom. To share my experiences with him, but also to record what I've been doing. Didn't want to forget it all. I had originally planned on posting it to LJ, too, but now I'm no longer sure if I want to. For one, it's mine, isn't it? And then, who else would care. So, I'm probably going to post it private or something. Although, I do want some people to read it, just out of convenience, so I don't have to tell everything XD. Hm... *debates* What to do...

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Urgh, excuse me, I left my brain in the cookie jar at the door -.-;;;. Italian pizza of course. *groans*

And the pool we have isn't really big enough to swim in. Most private pools aren't, I'd say. I mean, you need at least 25 to 50m to really be able to swim nicely! (I used to swim regularily when I was a teenager, even did competitions and all. I really swim fast, so anything small doesn't do for me. When I kick off I've already covered 10 meters! LOL) Besides, our pool is a small splashy pool, good enough to sit around in and cool off. It's not a swimming pool. There's no health club around here that's really good ;_;. There's one where my mom goes to once a week. I used to go there after I had finished school. It sucks. It's really a muscle place, lots of bodybuilders, mostly guys, or bored housewives who workout some on the steppers. I hate that place ;_;. A friend of mine goes to a wonderful Lady's Only club that has spinning, stepping, yoga and all that jazz, but it'd be too far away for me to really make sense ;_;.