(no subject)

[silversolitaire]

Woke up this morning at the usual fucking early time that I've gotten used to during the vacation. Meh... but I slept okay. Now I'm just feeling fat. I want to do more sporty stuff, I feel it. I'm craving to do things and I want to get my body in shape. Thing is, I don't know what I could do. Especially with my knee ;_;. Most of the things I'd be interested in bother my knee too much. I really need to have it fixed. I noticed it during the vacation, too. It really bothers me and I can barely do anything. Before the whole knee thing happened I would have ran up and down the rocks when we were walking along that river. I would have jumped on them and over them. Now I need someone to lend me their arm so that I can just step over them because I can't use my right knee at all. I feel like a geezer T_T. And as expected I've put on weight during the vacation. No wonder, with all the pizza and stuff. Mew... I really wish I knew a way to work-out and diet nicely. I want to lose more weight.

I've kept a journal everyday. For Tom. To share my experiences with him, but also to record what I've been doing. Didn't want to forget it all. I had originally planned on posting it to LJ, too, but now I'm no longer sure if I want to. For one, it's mine, isn't it? And then, who else would care. So, I'm probably going to post it private or something. Although, I do want some people to read it, just out of convenience, so I don't have to tell everything XD. Hm... *debates* What to do...

Comments

[tomkayito.livejournal.com]

*snugs gently* Yes, you definately need something for your knee. It bothers you too much... I'm sure you'd workout more naturally if you had it fixed up somehow also.

Keep your journal to yourself, that's easiest. Just take any little bits of info you'd share anyhow and build one big post about your trip that you want to share. ^^