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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

*Li has now an LJ and is asking about mine and wants me to tell her and add her and this means she will know everything about me she has never known before she's most likely going to find it and then she will hate me or worse and everything I've always tried to avoid will happen and then she'll be mad or I have to go in hiding and it's just not right to have your ex read your LJ so either I have to be friends only now or just leave the country or maybe get a second LJ or edit everything out till kingdom come or lie to her but then there's only more lies and I've lied to her so much already oh God please no what am I supposed to do?!?!?!?

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[kmazzy.livejournal.com]

warn her that if you give her the link she'll be able to read stuff she might not want to. i don't like lying or dishonesty. and if she doesn't like what you write it's her problem. or just don't give her the link. whatever. whatever makes you feel good. or least bad.

miss you...