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[silversolitaire]

Urgh... drug rehabilitation isn't fun. Okay, it's not really a drug, but it's an addiction and I'm trying to get off it and it's ... not fun. I can't sleep, I can't breathe, I feel horrible, but I need to stop using it. This is the... I don't know... 10th time or so I've gotten addicted to zylometazoline and now I need to get through withdrawal once again and I bet my ass once I went through this annoying and painful process of sleeplessness and general suckiness again I'll get a cold and will need it again >_<.

*pouts*

This is exactly why I'll never take any drug that can cause addiction. Because I'm very prone to addiction and if this already is hard then God, I don't know how it is for me to get off heroine or something >_<.

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[no-ron.livejournal.com]

it seems i have a chronic allergy to some household pest, maybe mites (i'm too lazy to get tested), and i'll rather use something locally than take pills.
my nose used to be totally clogged up by the swollen mucosa, so i had to start using it. but i go swapping it around weekly with oxymetazoline, that i found to have a sufficiently long lasting effect too.
oh well, a body is such a nuisance. :/