The coldness of friends...

[silversolitaire]

I don't think I'll ever understand these feelings of mine. When friends write to me and suddenly I feel all cold and rejected. It's not their fault, I'm sure, but still they make me freeze. When they are rushed and didn't take the time, I sometimes just feel the absence of caring and then I get so sad...

I hope I'm not like that. I'm really trying to be a caring person and I hope I sound nice when I talk to people. I really do...

There's one thing I'll never understand. How can friends just leave? How can someone want to become your friend, make you like them and then leave? That's painful. I love meeting new people and whereas I might not have the time to write them as much as I'd like to, I still appreciate their interest. And all the same it hurts me when it suddenly goes away. Makes me wonder, what have I done to become so shallow and boring all of a sudden...

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Don't be sad...

I want you to know that I read your journal everytime I can get on the Internet and I get depressed with you and celebrate with you, but I don't want to bother you with my mail when you obviously are so busy and have already a huge list of interesting friends...

Cheer up! You'll always have this lurking friend to sympathise :)
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Oh!

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

Is that what you think? I didn't mean to make you feel like your mail didn't mean anything. I'm sorry, if I did. ?_`:

Re: Oh!

[(Anonymous)]

Now look what I've done :( I was only trying to cheer you up... I didn't want to sound ungrateful or displeased... :( I know you are busy and that's a fact which I can accept :)
Don't feel bad about it :)
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