*curls up*
Nov. 8th, 2002 11:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireI've gained weight again... I don't get it. I'm not doing anything I haven't been doing for the past 2 years. On the contrary, I've even been doing more sports. And yet I keep gaining weight. I can't stop it. Is it the new pills they put me on? I don't know what to do T_T. I don't want to gain weight... I want to lose it... And I can't be "just happy" with my weight and the way I look. I just can't. It makes me sick and hate myself when I look at myself in the mirror. I want to go back to the weight I had long before I ever took that goddamn pill for the first time T_T.
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Date: 2002-11-08 06:25 pm (UTC)I know how you feel. Everybody thinks they're fat at one point or another and you know, a little fat isn't that bad. And it could be muscle as well so don't worry. Just mellow out and when you look at yourself in the mirror the next time, don't concentrate on the tiny flaws but rather the good things.