*curls up*

[silversolitaire]

I've gained weight again... I don't get it. I'm not doing anything I haven't been doing for the past 2 years. On the contrary, I've even been doing more sports. And yet I keep gaining weight. I can't stop it. Is it the new pills they put me on? I don't know what to do T_T. I don't want to gain weight... I want to lose it... And I can't be "just happy" with my weight and the way I look. I just can't. It makes me sick and hate myself when I look at myself in the mirror. I want to go back to the weight I had long before I ever took that goddamn pill for the first time T_T.