(no subject)

[silversolitaire]

I hate friendship. I hate liking people and then feeling bad when they are gone. I wish I'd never started liking people at all. I hate it when they leave, when they don't need me anymore. I hate feeling excluded and lonely. I wish I could just detach from everything... cut it all off. Rip out those feelings...

What is it with me. Why do I become boring to people...

Comments

thank you...

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

Hey Isabeau,

thank you for your comments. I know you're right. But still... it hurts. I don't like to be disappointed and it always makes me regret that I became attached to people in the first place. That causes depressions and I really don't need that right now... *sighs*

I think I need a new friend. Nothing's more stimulating than the rush of a new acquaintance. I just have to watch out that I don't become too attached...

Silver :-)