Oct. 31st, 2001

Oooooh...

Oct. 31st, 2001 09:24 am
silversolitaire: (bushed)
LJ is back! *[hearts] it* Man, I was going through wisdrawal!

Hm. Like every Wednesday, I woke up earlier than I should and with a splitting headache. Just WHAT is it? I just don't get it... *sighs*

Day at work should be quite easy today. The boss told me she was going to be out, so unless she left me a huge list of things to do, I'm going to be able to take it easy. Unless, of course, the stupid secretary will be going on my nerves! >_<

My head is killing me, how I hate that...

Okay, gonna get ready now. *sighs* Something's missing and I don't know what...

back home!

Oct. 31st, 2001 04:57 pm
silversolitaire: (Default)
Thank God it's a holiday tomorrow! I'm home again, sipping my tea, cuddling my cat and surfing at highspeed! Wai! AND my parents aren't there. Okay, I do feel kinda idiotic for being here anyway, but I wanted to be home. At least I have my Sher here...

Ugh... headache...

Oof!

Oct. 31st, 2001 09:42 pm
silversolitaire: (bushed)
I just spent 2 hours shifting files onto an external hard drive! x_x

6 GB of videos and still another hard drive that's full! Argh... I'll never be able to fit this on CDs... especially since the only CD burner we own is an internal one in the upstairs desktop. Ugh! >_< I don't know how to transfer that! It'll take a lot of thinking...
silversolitaire: (Default)
Happy Halloween everyone...

lyrics...

Oct. 31st, 2001 10:31 pm
silversolitaire: (thoughtful)
How Deep Is the Ocean / Maybe It's Because (I Loved You Too Much)
interpreted by Michael Feinstein
How can I tell you what's in my heart?
How can I measure each and every part?
How can I tell you how much I love you?
How can I measure just how much I do?
How much do I love you? I'll tell you no lie
How deep is the ocean, how high is the sky?

How many times a day do I think of you?
How many roses are sprinkled with you?
How far would I travel to be where you are?
How far is the journey from here to a star?
And if I ever lost you, how much would I cry?
How deep is the ocean, how high is the sky?

Maybe it's because I love you too much
Maybe that is why you love me so little
Maybe when I answered 'yes' maybe I became a bore
Maybe if I loved you less, maybe you would love me more

Maybe it's because I've kissed you too much
Maybe that is why my kiss means so little
Maybe with a love so great and a love so small
Maybe I'll be left with no love at all...

Maybe it's because I've kissed you too much
Maybe that is why my kiss means so little
Maybe with a love so great and a love so small
Maybe I'll be left with no love at all...

And if I ever lost, you much would I cry?
How deep is the ocean, how high is the sky?
silversolitaire: (angry)
Why aren't you on AIM? *sniffs* Wanna taaaaalk!

Well...

Oct. 31st, 2001 11:57 pm
silversolitaire: (angry)
Feeling sick, sad and depressed again. This sucks. I'm tired of it all. I still get these very destructive tendencies. I want to push people who hurt me far far away. So far that I don't have to see them anymore and I can forget about them. I find it scary, how easily I can grow to hate someone... And go back to love again. Perhaps. It's a constant up and down, methinks, and it's easy to push me into one direction. Most of the time, I avoid people, I guess. I'm still anxious whenever I'm on the train, because I fear I might meet Alex. A blonde haired woman, and my heart stops and I hide. Isn't that strange? As much as I want to see her, I fear it all the same...

Nico wants to tell me that I am strong because I feel so weak and want to kill myself all the time and yet don't do it. I don't know... *sighs*

Ah well...

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