*cries*

I have to work tomorrow! I don't want to.... T_T

But then again... what would I do? I'd only hang around, moping, anway. WAH! My life sucks... Well... at least I get paid...

translated lyrics

Just found them on my hard drive and they still move me...

Solo

Now you are gone
Next to me an empty spot
I am empty too and searching is no use anymore
Because where happiness stood before
Pain has spread
Surprised me from behind, almost evilly over night
Like a fire, that was lit, you brought it to me
We both had this power
But now I hear you say
"It's over!" and my heart breaks in two
I am standing next to me, I just can't believe it
But it is true. You avoid my eyes
And when I want to talk to you
You talk your way out
And I know when I look at you
I can't look inside you and I have to accept
That you want to go this way on your own
I know, no begging will keep you from it
And I don't know, if I ever asked anything from you
But if I had one wish, right here and now
I'd wish for you, baby, to be here with me
But you are not here

You stole my heart away
I don't know, if you knew it
But you bastard did it
I've loved you as if there was no tomorrow
Until tomorrow came...

I see the street, where you live
And I drive through the city to the shop
Where we both met
And the thread of memory hurts with every stitch
The wound won't heal. Big girls don't cry.
The others don't seem to realize
That we go separate now
They ask me about you, when they see me
I already missed you
Before I knew it was over
For all the others the end was far away
We were a couple, you were my starling
I was your star. I felt more for you than sympathy
I just realized too late that you had changed
And your success had become a failure for us
The heaven you promised, you never gave me
And your wonderful world stayed stuck to you
Now I wait for the time to heal my wounds
While my head and heart stays with you

You stole my heart away
I don't know, if you knew it
But you bastard did it
I've loved you as if there was no tomorrow
Until tomorrow came...

You stole my heart and I let you
I trusted you, believed in us
It wasn't difficult
You told me, your love would last forever
Robbed my heart, now it's empty.
It broke and the bigger part stayed with you
But you are not here
I loved myself empty, it hurts so much
But not feeling you close to me, hurts even more
I don't blame you
That feelings fade away
I knew, we just couldn't master the test of time
But it doesn't make sense that you beat a retreat
When you dream yourself into my world every night
I feel dead deep inside me
And only the pain lets me know
That I am still alive
Now I am lying there
Hurt and everything's in pain
And I hate you now for this,
because I love you...

*cries embarrassedly*

I've fucked up the homepage at work! And it wasn't even my fault, I swear! It was... ConMan! Yes!!! This proggy makes sure that all pages of the university network have one unitary look. But it's HELL to work with! *cries*

This sucks. In the taskbar I have the menu twice and when I open the tutorial I coded today, it loads the headbar twice into the mainframe! AAAAAAAAAAAAH! >_

Aaaaaaalright! Mummy Selector!

According to this, I am

# 1 Imhotep (100 %)
# 2 Ardeth Bay (90 %)
# 3 The Scorpion King (90 %)
# 4 Ancksunamun (80 %)
# 5 Jonathan Carnahan (80 %)
# 6 A Mummy (70 %)
# 7 Alex O'Connell (70 %)
# 8 Evelyn O'Connell (60 %)
# 9 Rick O'Connell (30 %)
# 10 A Scarab Beetle (0 %)
# 11 Beni Gabor (0 %)

I *so* can live with that! hahahahaha

Well... maybe not the Scorpion King. Oy! I thought I clicked "yes" for smart! hahaha

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That's the ugly mofo someone send me as logo on my cellphone and I was so stupid to accept it! Waaaaaah



Looks like a pig/dog!

*sniffs*

My arm hurts so much.... stop... now.

More embarrassment!!!

I just got hot (as in, the temperature was high!!) and wanted to drop my sweater. Unfortunately, it got caught in my shirt and suddenly they were both off and I was tangled in the middle, half naked and I just couldn't get it off! My bro had to help me undress completely, laughing his fucking ass off!

HOW EMBARRASSING!!!!!!