Good morning, cruel world...
Sep. 23rd, 2001 12:20 pmI feel like I was hung-over, but I've hardly had anything last night. Still, my head hurts like hell...
So far, I can safely say this weekend sucked ass. And again, that's the way things have to go, no? I was just getting too happy lately... T_T
The second LAN bit the dust now, too... Fuck.
Had this fight with my girlfriend last night that personally disappointed me a lot. But I'm over it now. I know she often says stuff she doesn't really mean when she's angry. Still... it pisses me off. She owns all anime in her head. And it's true. Nobody knows as much about it as her. She IS the leading expert. There's no way I could ever find any anime that she hasn't watched and abandoned already. Sure, it's no competition, I never saw it as one, but when I then get told I'm sucking up everything from her until there's nothing left of her just because I started liking Gackt, then I don't know...
It wasn't even that I was sucking it FROM her! She just told me to check out this song... WAIT! She didn't even say that! I found Gackt all by myself. She told me to check out X Japan. And I did, liked it, got the rest. And that pissed her off. And with Gackt, it's the same. She won't even allow me to say I found it myself since she already knew it. Of course I faintly remember her mentioning that dude, but she mentions so much, it's not like everything goes into my permantent mental records at once! But no... it's all hers.
And then she says I'm so spiteful when I tell her that she doesn't own all this! That she's just one fan of many...
Okay, it still pisses me off. We talked about it and she was sorry for making me cry with other things she said and I honestly forgave her, but I'm still miffed. I can't enjoy my stuff anymore... I don't feel like listening to Gackt right now. Or anything. I feel like I should stick to my own stuff and this thought iritates me so much, since this IS my own stuff! I have the same rights to like that! It's not hers exclusively! ARGH!!!!
It's all spoiled... got Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne on streamload last night, but I don't want to download it anymore. I don't want to download anything. It's all spoiled...
So far, I can safely say this weekend sucked ass. And again, that's the way things have to go, no? I was just getting too happy lately... T_T
The second LAN bit the dust now, too... Fuck.
Had this fight with my girlfriend last night that personally disappointed me a lot. But I'm over it now. I know she often says stuff she doesn't really mean when she's angry. Still... it pisses me off. She owns all anime in her head. And it's true. Nobody knows as much about it as her. She IS the leading expert. There's no way I could ever find any anime that she hasn't watched and abandoned already. Sure, it's no competition, I never saw it as one, but when I then get told I'm sucking up everything from her until there's nothing left of her just because I started liking Gackt, then I don't know...
It wasn't even that I was sucking it FROM her! She just told me to check out this song... WAIT! She didn't even say that! I found Gackt all by myself. She told me to check out X Japan. And I did, liked it, got the rest. And that pissed her off. And with Gackt, it's the same. She won't even allow me to say I found it myself since she already knew it. Of course I faintly remember her mentioning that dude, but she mentions so much, it's not like everything goes into my permantent mental records at once! But no... it's all hers.
And then she says I'm so spiteful when I tell her that she doesn't own all this! That she's just one fan of many...
Okay, it still pisses me off. We talked about it and she was sorry for making me cry with other things she said and I honestly forgave her, but I'm still miffed. I can't enjoy my stuff anymore... I don't feel like listening to Gackt right now. Or anything. I feel like I should stick to my own stuff and this thought iritates me so much, since this IS my own stuff! I have the same rights to like that! It's not hers exclusively! ARGH!!!!
It's all spoiled... got Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne on streamload last night, but I don't want to download it anymore. I don't want to download anything. It's all spoiled...