Stupid movie...

Why am I watching this crap when it's only making me depressed? FUCK DAMMIT!

Go away... go away......

It's too silent here...

Wai!

Break open the champagne! Your rockstar boyfriend is Brian Molko You and Brian Molko are a match made in heaven! The pair of you make a very glamourous and interesting couple! You're partial to a guy who dons a dress every now and then and isn't afraid to express his feminine side and blur the gender boundaries. You're both very artistic and usually end up writing lyrics which are quite dark and moody.

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There are five Gackt songs I can't find anywhere and it's driving me nuts! >_

what a disappointment...

Takeshi Kaneshi is cute and real eyecandy in his movies, but his music sucks... T_T

*sniffs* And Chinese is weird to listen to... at least I think it is. Maybe it's Taiwanese? Can't tell! hahahaha

I miss Alex...

Gods... I'm looking through the old homepage of her dance group. I miss her so much... It's killing me. I want to know where she is, I want to know she's okay, I want to talk to her...

Why did she just disappear? Why didn't she ever call? I miss her... so much...

I still know her phone number by heart. I could call her parents... ask where she is, if she's okay... but I don't dare. I feel so silly. What could I write to her? What could I possibly say... why did she abandon me...

July... I miss you...

That's it...

... I wanted to take a bath, but I couldn't sit still. I was so restless. I kept thinking about Alex and what I want to say to her and how much I miss her...

I'm going to write a letter right now. Even if I never post it... I'm just gonne write it...

Uhm...

Word is too smart for me! o_O I just opened a new document and just wrote "Hi ya!" and immediately this annoying paper clip popped up and said "Looks like you want to write a letter! Do you need assistance?"

HELL NO! *shoots paper clip*

That's taken care of now! ^_^

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I don't know what to write in that letter... maybe I should drop the whole idea. My mind is blank...

*ears droop*

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Why am I freeling so defeated now...?

Hmm...

The Oktoberfest started in Munich, Germany. Apparently, they are trying to make it as serene as possible. "Trying" being the operative word... heh.

Slashers Unite...

I'm creating a fiction only list for my ML, should ff.net be down once again.

Wai!

Fuck...

The stupid wireless LAN card is broken again! It's the second time now! I'm so furious!!! I can't believe I've spent $200 on a thing that's always broken! ARGH!!!!