I miss Alex...

[silversolitaire]

Gods... I'm looking through the old homepage of her dance group. I miss her so much... It's killing me. I want to know where she is, I want to know she's okay, I want to talk to her...

Why did she just disappear? Why didn't she ever call? I miss her... so much...

I still know her phone number by heart. I could call her parents... ask where she is, if she's okay... but I don't dare. I feel so silly. What could I write to her? What could I possibly say... why did she abandon me...

July... I miss you...

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[natlet]

You need to call. If you have a chance of finding her, you need to do it. If only just to say, "I miss you".

I know...

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But I'm so afraid... what if she tells me to bug off? What if I have to learn she's no longer here? What if... if... she never thought about me, didn't miss me the way I missed her?

I fear rejection so much... T_T

I'm going to write a letter now. I may never post it, but I'm just going to write down all I want to say...