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Awesome collection of desktop wallpapers, featuring men. I like the black/white section. Of course only for aesthetic reasons... hehehe.
Go check it out!
Sep. 1st, 2001
Awesome collection of desktop wallpapers, featuring men. I like the black/white section. Of course only for aesthetic reasons... hehehe.
Go check it out!
This would be nice, if the guy in front wouldn't make such a weird face with his puckered lips...
Hm, I like the shadow play in this one!
Hehehe, what's dripping off this bloke's face??
*rooooooar* Strong man! *snicker*
One for Nico!
Lemme guess, they are just horsing around, eh?
Ooooh, kawaiiiiii!!
How sweet...
Oh wow... this is quite something....
I've seen that before! But nice!
Hm, I like the shadow play in this one!
Hehehe, what's dripping off this bloke's face??
*rooooooar* Strong man! *snicker*
One for Nico!
Lemme guess, they are just horsing around, eh?
Ooooh, kawaiiiiii!!
How sweet...
Oh wow... this is quite something....
I've seen that before! But nice!
www.barbie.com
Sep. 1st, 2001 11:23 amChecking out what's new... Wow... So much stuff! I had no idea! We never get this in Europe! This sucky bunnies...
One thing I don't understand, why is the black Ken called Ken in the catalogue, too? I thought the black dude was Steve! I hate it when they ignore the doll names.
Generation Girls! Now that's a cool series! Wow... I had no idea so many different dolls existed. And they actually DO wear fashionable clothes! Oh my! Hahahaha! Just a few weeks ago I said that I hate it that Barbie always seems to wear last year's fashion. Like now it's glitter all over, whereas in reality glitter has left the shelves already. Or the year before she went bellyfree, but that was long gone, too! LOL! These dolls, however, seem to be like real teenagers are! Way cool...
Plus, they come with lots of different characters! I had no idea! There's a new guy, too! Blaine! I didn't know! I don't think I have any other male face mold than Ken! I missed Alan way back then... Oh wait, I have Rick from the Rockstars. But still. I want Blaine with the funky hairdo! hahaha
Hmmmm... look at that:
Description read, "Whether onstage or off, Brandy is always dressed the part of superstar in her trendy green top and green printed pants. Plus she has her cool orange plush purse."
Green top? Am I color blind???
One thing I don't understand, why is the black Ken called Ken in the catalogue, too? I thought the black dude was Steve! I hate it when they ignore the doll names.
Generation Girls! Now that's a cool series! Wow... I had no idea so many different dolls existed. And they actually DO wear fashionable clothes! Oh my! Hahahaha! Just a few weeks ago I said that I hate it that Barbie always seems to wear last year's fashion. Like now it's glitter all over, whereas in reality glitter has left the shelves already. Or the year before she went bellyfree, but that was long gone, too! LOL! These dolls, however, seem to be like real teenagers are! Way cool...
Plus, they come with lots of different characters! I had no idea! There's a new guy, too! Blaine! I didn't know! I don't think I have any other male face mold than Ken! I missed Alan way back then... Oh wait, I have Rick from the Rockstars. But still. I want Blaine with the funky hairdo! hahaha
Hmmmm... look at that:
Description read, "Whether onstage or off, Brandy is always dressed the part of superstar in her trendy green top and green printed pants. Plus she has her cool orange plush purse."
Green top? Am I color blind???
reflection on love/friendship
Sep. 1st, 2001 12:15 pmSometimes I wonder why I tend to grow so cold towards people that have turned their backs on me. I really don't understand it. A friend that doesn't call me anymore... I won't call back and I will grow cold and at some point downright start hating this person. I don't understand why. I can't think of one single ex-friend in my life that I don't have strong feelings of dislike about now.
Only one maybe... Alex. I still miss her... so much... I wonder where she is. I wish she'd call, write, anything...
But as for the others. Nope. I'm thinking about someone right now. Don't want to post the name publicly. But we were such good friends and then... I don't know why but we no longer talked and now, every time I just see a trace of her, my hair bristles and I get so angry. I feel like I hate her. I don't know why.
Lies, all bloody lies. Pretending they can't talk and yet they do, but not with you... liars...
Sometimes I'm amazed how easily people fall out of love/friendship. From one day to the next they're gone. They all are gone. And I'm not even surprised. I always expect it. I honestly do. It's a vicious circle, I guess. I get the feeling something's not right and I grow cold and thus the friend reacts and the situation gets amplified and in the end we're no longer friends. I wish it wasn't so...
And for some reason I torture myself. I don't forget friends. No... I always try to find our what they're doing and where they are and I get so sad, crying and missing them and yet hating them.
Guess I will never understand it...
Only one maybe... Alex. I still miss her... so much... I wonder where she is. I wish she'd call, write, anything...
But as for the others. Nope. I'm thinking about someone right now. Don't want to post the name publicly. But we were such good friends and then... I don't know why but we no longer talked and now, every time I just see a trace of her, my hair bristles and I get so angry. I feel like I hate her. I don't know why.
Lies, all bloody lies. Pretending they can't talk and yet they do, but not with you... liars...
Sometimes I'm amazed how easily people fall out of love/friendship. From one day to the next they're gone. They all are gone. And I'm not even surprised. I always expect it. I honestly do. It's a vicious circle, I guess. I get the feeling something's not right and I grow cold and thus the friend reacts and the situation gets amplified and in the end we're no longer friends. I wish it wasn't so...
And for some reason I torture myself. I don't forget friends. No... I always try to find our what they're doing and where they are and I get so sad, crying and missing them and yet hating them.
Guess I will never understand it...
Linkin Park
Crawling in my skin
These wounds / they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming / confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling / I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure!
Crawling in my skin
These wounds / they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting / reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure...
Crawling in my skin
These wounds / they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming / confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling / I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure!
Crawling in my skin
These wounds / they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting / reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure...
Snatched from ejase! Soooo funny! hahaha
Sep. 1st, 2001 03:16 pmTHE DIVA'S PRAYER:
Armani
Which Art in Hermes
Hallowed by thy Gucci
Thy Cartier watch
Thy Prada bag
On Rodeo
As it is in Tiffany's
Give us this day, our Visa Gold
And forgive us this overdraft
As we forgive those who stop our MasterCard
Lead us not into JC Penney
And deliver us from Sears
For thine is the Chanel, the Gaultier and the Versace
For Dolce and Gabbana
Amex
Armani
Which Art in Hermes
Hallowed by thy Gucci
Thy Cartier watch
Thy Prada bag
On Rodeo
As it is in Tiffany's
Give us this day, our Visa Gold
And forgive us this overdraft
As we forgive those who stop our MasterCard
Lead us not into JC Penney
And deliver us from Sears
For thine is the Chanel, the Gaultier and the Versace
For Dolce and Gabbana
Amex
I can't believe my parents are having another party. And not only am I forced out of my cozy hole, they also forgot to include me in their food plans! *growls* Just spent half an hour picking the pieces of ham out of the onion quiche. I feel so ignored... *sobs*
It's funny how a perfectly fucked up day just keeps getting better and better. I shouldn't have gotten up in the first place. I knew it was going to be a shitty day when my alarm clock went off at 7 AM on a Saturday. Jesus H. Christ...
And did I mention that I updated Internet Explorer to 6.0? Well, I did and it's great, only it fucked up all my settings, including WinAmp. Now WinAmp crashed everytime I pause it. No problem, my bro said, just de- and reinstall the thing and you're fun. He sayeth, I do it and low and behold, all my skins have been deinstalled as well! And nobody understood why I was so upset! Tried to recover them by resetting the system (wonderful ME feature), but to no avail. *sobs*
As I said, perfect waste of make-up, this day. Actually, it's been one of these days... ALL week. Queen of Bitches as co-worker, bad luck following me, computer troubles, huge fight with girldfriend over nothing, her telling me to fuck myself and comparing me to her ex, general crankiness... bleh.
Come ON! I can take it! Give it to me! Yeah, kick me, bite me, call me bad names...
It's funny how a perfectly fucked up day just keeps getting better and better. I shouldn't have gotten up in the first place. I knew it was going to be a shitty day when my alarm clock went off at 7 AM on a Saturday. Jesus H. Christ...
And did I mention that I updated Internet Explorer to 6.0? Well, I did and it's great, only it fucked up all my settings, including WinAmp. Now WinAmp crashed everytime I pause it. No problem, my bro said, just de- and reinstall the thing and you're fun. He sayeth, I do it and low and behold, all my skins have been deinstalled as well! And nobody understood why I was so upset! Tried to recover them by resetting the system (wonderful ME feature), but to no avail. *sobs*
As I said, perfect waste of make-up, this day. Actually, it's been one of these days... ALL week. Queen of Bitches as co-worker, bad luck following me, computer troubles, huge fight with girldfriend over nothing, her telling me to fuck myself and comparing me to her ex, general crankiness... bleh.
Come ON! I can take it! Give it to me! Yeah, kick me, bite me, call me bad names...
