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Apr. 27th, 2001
I'm gonna miss norty...
Apr. 27th, 2001 01:53 amToday she packed up her stuff and left to go back home. She won't be on ICQ that much anymore. *sighs* She really helped me a lot through some tough times. She's a great friend.
Do you hear me, hon? You're the best!
Do you hear me, hon? You're the best!
My mother just commented on a woman on TV, "She looks like a freshly fucked bunny." I stared at her, dismayed, and she said, "Like grandma."
o_O
The fuck????
o_O
The fuck????
Home for the Weekend
Apr. 27th, 2001 11:16 pmHeh... it's good to be back! LOL
Okay, I was only gone for a week, but the week just wouldn't end. It was a torture. When I came home I noticed just then how much I missed my dear cat. He was lying on the couch and looking at me with sleepy eyes and I dropped to my knees and kissed him for 5 mins. His purring is so gratifying. I can hardly imagine a more comforting sound than making your cat purr...
My mom is sitting next to me on the couch, knitting a jacket for my brother's teddy bear! LOL. It's really funny, since this bear must be... I don't know, 25 years old! My mom was changing the sheets on my bro's bed and rearranged the plushies. It was then that she noticed that the knitted jacket basically was falling off. So, now she's making a new one. It's nice... I remember this bear. Everything about it, down to the blue pants. I know how we cut a belly button into its fur with nail scissors! I remember as if it happened yesterday. And I remember that this bear actually is a she! ^_^ Just had to tell my mom off for addressing her as a "he" all the time. Her name is Berline, mind you.
When I came home, my "Clerks - The Animated Series, Uncensored!" DVD was waiting for me. Hurray! I thought they had forgotten me! I loooooove Clerks. I was so sad when ABC cancelled it after only two episodes! That was such a bitch. I mean, it was reeeeeally good! Kevin Smith is God! ^_^ I can't wait to watch the 4 remaining episodes which are presented on this DVD. I already checked out the outtakes. Weehee. Awesome, dude. I love Jay and Silent Bob. They are so gay, man!
But I'll wait for my bro to watch it. I know he's dying to see it.
ICQ has become lonely... no norty and kat's vanished from the face of the earth, Meimi's hitting the sack at some ungodly time, Nico's out celebrating his b-day TWO DAYS EARLY!!!! *glares at him for opening his present too early* Aw well... I gave him a neat silver travelling razor set. I'm very fond of it. I'd get one for myself if I had any use for it! LOL! At least now I can manifest it in my LJ. Since I've got him on my friends list I know longer can confide my Nico secrets here... *chuckle* Even if it's just about spilling the beans about his b-day surprise. *hugs him tight* He needs the comfort. He deserves the world.
I'm feeling liberated today. It's going better. My girlfriend caught me on ICQ yesterday and forced me to call her and tell her everything on the phone. So I basically told her everything that was giving me pain, everything I feared, that bothered me. I told her that I fear her rejection and disapproval if I told her that I wrote slash, since she often voiced her disapproval of my "fondness" of male gayness and she doesn't dig graphic descriptions too much and well... that's what I do. That's the reason for all my secretiveness I guess. I fear she might think bad of me if she read my stuff, thus I hide it from her, but this also means I have to hide my whole net identity from her, including my webpage, LiveJournal, everything! I don't want to, but I can't go back... or so I think. Well, now I might be able to tell her. She's wonderful. I really don't know how I deserve her. So many times I find myself interested in something new only to find that she knows so much about it and has the most fascinating fews on it. She's such a great mind and soul. I love her... I'm so lucky.
When I talked to her on the phone yesterday, I cried and she was okay with it. She just listened to me and she told me that I shouldn't be afraid that she might go away. She said "I won't go away just because you're sad and lonely. I will, however, go away when you shut me out and don't show me what's going on inside of you." *sighs* She's right...
Oh, look at this! That was a long entry! ^_^
Okay, I was only gone for a week, but the week just wouldn't end. It was a torture. When I came home I noticed just then how much I missed my dear cat. He was lying on the couch and looking at me with sleepy eyes and I dropped to my knees and kissed him for 5 mins. His purring is so gratifying. I can hardly imagine a more comforting sound than making your cat purr...
My mom is sitting next to me on the couch, knitting a jacket for my brother's teddy bear! LOL. It's really funny, since this bear must be... I don't know, 25 years old! My mom was changing the sheets on my bro's bed and rearranged the plushies. It was then that she noticed that the knitted jacket basically was falling off. So, now she's making a new one. It's nice... I remember this bear. Everything about it, down to the blue pants. I know how we cut a belly button into its fur with nail scissors! I remember as if it happened yesterday. And I remember that this bear actually is a she! ^_^ Just had to tell my mom off for addressing her as a "he" all the time. Her name is Berline, mind you.
When I came home, my "Clerks - The Animated Series, Uncensored!" DVD was waiting for me. Hurray! I thought they had forgotten me! I loooooove Clerks. I was so sad when ABC cancelled it after only two episodes! That was such a bitch. I mean, it was reeeeeally good! Kevin Smith is God! ^_^ I can't wait to watch the 4 remaining episodes which are presented on this DVD. I already checked out the outtakes. Weehee. Awesome, dude. I love Jay and Silent Bob. They are so gay, man!
But I'll wait for my bro to watch it. I know he's dying to see it.
ICQ has become lonely... no norty and kat's vanished from the face of the earth, Meimi's hitting the sack at some ungodly time, Nico's out celebrating his b-day TWO DAYS EARLY!!!! *glares at him for opening his present too early* Aw well... I gave him a neat silver travelling razor set. I'm very fond of it. I'd get one for myself if I had any use for it! LOL! At least now I can manifest it in my LJ. Since I've got him on my friends list I know longer can confide my Nico secrets here... *chuckle* Even if it's just about spilling the beans about his b-day surprise. *hugs him tight* He needs the comfort. He deserves the world.
I'm feeling liberated today. It's going better. My girlfriend caught me on ICQ yesterday and forced me to call her and tell her everything on the phone. So I basically told her everything that was giving me pain, everything I feared, that bothered me. I told her that I fear her rejection and disapproval if I told her that I wrote slash, since she often voiced her disapproval of my "fondness" of male gayness and she doesn't dig graphic descriptions too much and well... that's what I do. That's the reason for all my secretiveness I guess. I fear she might think bad of me if she read my stuff, thus I hide it from her, but this also means I have to hide my whole net identity from her, including my webpage, LiveJournal, everything! I don't want to, but I can't go back... or so I think. Well, now I might be able to tell her. She's wonderful. I really don't know how I deserve her. So many times I find myself interested in something new only to find that she knows so much about it and has the most fascinating fews on it. She's such a great mind and soul. I love her... I'm so lucky.
When I talked to her on the phone yesterday, I cried and she was okay with it. She just listened to me and she told me that I shouldn't be afraid that she might go away. She said "I won't go away just because you're sad and lonely. I will, however, go away when you shut me out and don't show me what's going on inside of you." *sighs* She's right...
Oh, look at this! That was a long entry! ^_^
