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[silversolitaire]

Whenever I talk to my ex-best friend I get so... sad. How we have nothing in common anymore, talk about trivial things when I want to go into depth... I'm a deep person, I want to discuss profound things, but with her it's always just brainless chatter. I can't be myself... at all. That gives me so much pain. And yet I like her. But sometimes she gets me so angry. Like when she's watching Mulan and tells me how depressed she gets from it and I just want to scream at her and say, "You don't have a fucking clue what depression feels like!!!"

Sometimes I just hate my life...

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[kkscatnip.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tightly*

i know exactaly how you feel.