saved by the childproof cap...

[silversolitaire]

just sat in front of the closet for 30 mins. inspecting the bottles for their most poisonous contents. found liquid plummer. stared at it for a while. tried to open it. failed, too stupid to open the cap. while trying thought "what are you doing?!?". got it open, sniffed it, thought some more, suddenly loud noise, yanked me out of my mood. good thing. when will be next time 'm scared... cold...

wanna curl up in bed now... to die... to sleep... perchance to dream...

Comments

[larean.livejournal.com]

I guess I'm lucky here ... though I've often felt quite bleak about life, I've never made moves toward suicide. It seemed quite easy after reading this, though. I think you're stronger than this, and far too interesting to die.

For each interesting person who dies, the percentage of living boring people goes up. That's something to live for!

~_^