saved by the childproof cap...

[silversolitaire]

just sat in front of the closet for 30 mins. inspecting the bottles for their most poisonous contents. found liquid plummer. stared at it for a while. tried to open it. failed, too stupid to open the cap. while trying thought "what are you doing?!?". got it open, sniffed it, thought some more, suddenly loud noise, yanked me out of my mood. good thing. when will be next time 'm scared... cold...

wanna curl up in bed now... to die... to sleep... perchance to dream...

Comments

[larean.livejournal.com]

Snap out of this. We want to help, but you've offered no clue as to what you're thinking (I know these things rarely need triggers, but at the very least there's one thing pounding in your head). Let us know. We're listening.

[sunshinegirl.livejournal.com]

My god, Silver, sweetie! *hugs* Don't you even dare!

I've been there, and always been glad I didn't. Suicide is a long-term solution to a short-term problem. *g* Go find some VG smut (http://www.velvet.net/~samantha/vg/main.html) (I suggest kimberlite (http://www.ravenswing.com/kimberlite)) and that will make you feel better. :-)

Silver, darling, there's slash yet to be written. You don't want to miss it. :-)

[kkscatnip.livejournal.com]

silver! *hugs* i was going to say you shouldnt think things like that, but thinking isnt the problem... so please dont do things like that? youve got friends, and i dont think any of your friends (myself included) want to be silver-less.

itll get better.. and like was commented, there is slash yet to be written, you dont want to miss it ^_^

[larean.livejournal.com]

I guess I'm lucky here ... though I've often felt quite bleak about life, I've never made moves toward suicide. It seemed quite easy after reading this, though. I think you're stronger than this, and far too interesting to die.

For each interesting person who dies, the percentage of living boring people goes up. That's something to live for!

~_^

:(

[tariana.livejournal.com]

Do NOT make me come over there and kick your ass.

No more of that talk.

We love you.

[natlet]

S I L V E R !

*hugs* Babe, we're here for you...I know it seems like a lot and I know things are hard, but we love you, honey...we're here for you.