Okay, I'm a bit miffish-depressish...
Apr. 8th, 2001 12:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireOwn word creation here.
Anyway, I hate it when I try to get to know people and fail. I mean, I like to think that I'm an interesting person to be with and to talk to and when someone doesn't catch on then... I don't know. I feel awkward. I just wanted to talk to them, to get to know them and then I was just one of a dozen others and obviously not interesting enough to talk to. That really gets me...
Especially when he's only to me that way. Bad for my self-esteem, bad...
Anyway, I hate it when I try to get to know people and fail. I mean, I like to think that I'm an interesting person to be with and to talk to and when someone doesn't catch on then... I don't know. I feel awkward. I just wanted to talk to them, to get to know them and then I was just one of a dozen others and obviously not interesting enough to talk to. That really gets me...
Especially when he's only to me that way. Bad for my self-esteem, bad...
