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[silversolitaire]

So... I stayed home from classes today. I was going to get up at 8:30, but I hadn't slept most of the night, torn between freezing attacks, bouts of heat flashes and nausea. When I looked at my face in the mirror I almost didn't recognize myself. I don't think I have had such huge shadows under my eyes before. I felt dizzy and sick. Yet I got dressed and everything, but while I was sitting at the table I just felt myself unable to stay awake. Mom decided that I couldn't possibly drive like that, so I reluctantly agreed and called the boss at work to let them know that I won't be coming in today. Then I went back to bed and slept till 2.

I feel horrible now. Because I'm still sick, but also because I've missed two important classes now T_T. This really sucks... I just hope I can somehow make up for it...