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[silversolitaire]

I'm a failure... everybody's better than me. I can't come up with anything that hasn't been done before. It's all been done. so used.. so old. no use. there's no use. I'm tired. I want to quit writing. but I need it. and I hate it. I hate people and I hate how they make me feel. I hate myself...

It's hurting and it's not hurting enough. I can't make myself feel. I'm so numb and I can't stand it. salt... salt in my wounds. not enough. not enough blood. no feelings...

god I'm so sick...

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[fosfomifira.livejournal.com]

not everyone is better than you. I refuse to believe that moronic people like George W. Bush are smarter, more intelligent, better persons that you.- That simply cannot be. you're intelligent enough to be aware of the world around you, and sensitive enough to care about it, to feel frustration at its wrongdoings, and to rejoice when something good happens.

you're tired, that's true. But until you've done everything, it's not over yet. People may have had similar ideas, but they'll never be the same thing you can do.

walk. take a long walk on a park. breathe some fresh air until you're too tired - physically - to think anymore. and sleep. sleep and you'll feel again.

I wish I could hug you-

Hilde