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[silversolitaire]

I refuse to believe that I'm going to be depressed again after only a few weeks (two?) of feeling good. This can't possibly be. If so, then the attacks are following each other a lot more quickly than they used to. Not good at all. I refuse to believe that this is happening. I want to take a walk now. Very much. Feeling restless. Maybe I just should. It's raining. Fuck it. I'll just go...