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Mar. 2nd, 2003 12:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireWent to a costume party today. My costume got selected among the five to compete for two great prices. When it was my turn to face the audience vote, people booed at me. It really hurt me a lot lot. I fought not to show it, but my heart was bleeding. Especially since I thought my costume was a lot better than the other three. The winning couple absolutely deserved it, but the other three were really lame, nothing out of the ordinary. So it only leaves the conclusion that they were booing at me personally. Why do people do this. They don't realize how much this hurts, especially someone like me who already has zero self-esteem. I hate myself so much right now I can't bare to look at my face. I never want to go out again... I was so looking forward to wearing my nice costume. I never wanted to compete for a price. I never wanted people to express an opinion on me. And yet they booed at me. I just want to die.
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Date: 2003-03-01 04:44 pm (UTC)You're beautiful and you had a unique costume.
And I'll tear the head off of anyone who disagrees!
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Date: 2003-03-02 03:17 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2003-03-01 04:56 pm (UTC)(((hugs)))
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Date: 2003-03-02 03:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-03-01 05:35 pm (UTC)Is it possible they were booing at the character you were dressed up as? *hugs*
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Date: 2003-03-01 06:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-03-02 03:15 pm (UTC)People are mean... *ears droop*
oh no they didn't!
Date: 2003-03-01 10:32 pm (UTC)*hugs you close* i'm sorry....but i loves you lots!
xoxoxoxo
*mwah*
Re: oh no they didn't!
Date: 2003-03-02 03:15 pm (UTC)Argh
Date: 2003-03-02 06:14 am (UTC)Idiots.
Re: Argh
Date: 2003-03-02 03:17 pm (UTC)I guess... but even idiots can hurt you. Damn them...
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Date: 2003-03-02 07:26 pm (UTC)there evil!
Date: 2003-03-02 08:12 pm (UTC)There just very evil people. Ignore them.
*pulls out plans for a very big laser that targets people with less then age worth of IQ points* hmmm, that should work... tweak it a bit *small explsion.... then i look up covered in black smoke* Poof... *small black cloud flies from my mouth* Wrong... wire... *plops over & is out cold*
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Date: 2003-03-04 03:33 am (UTC)I know it may seem strange for me to pop up like that, but I have been reading your lj pretty regularly. Would you mind if I added you to my friends list? I think your lj is very interesting.
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Date: 2003-03-04 07:00 am (UTC)