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[silversolitaire]

I hate that... my mom is just impossible. I hate it when she does that... she keeps doing stuff she shouldn't and when I ask her if she needs help she says no and then she does it and gets increasingly annoyed about it and then she starts bitching around, mumbling to herself "Why is it always me who has to do that?", "Sure, I'm the stupid bitch you can load everything onto", "Your dad is never there when I need him!", "I'm going to leave one day, just you wait.", "I'll throw this out of the window any minute now!!!" She keeps going on and on and on until I yell "WHAT??? I asked you if you needed help! You said no! Stop bitching around now!!" But she doesn't and she keeps on and on until I get so angry that I rip it out of her hands and do it. And even then she keeps whining and bitching. Right now she did that with the stupid hose for the garden and since I was working on a school project and really busy I carried this wheel thing down the stairs for her. It's really not heavy and easy enough to do, but on the last step I kinda put my foot down wrong and it bent, hurting a lot, then I fell and twisted my bad knee which hurt a LOT LOT! I curled up on the floor and cried out. But instead of asking if I'm okay she just kept yelling "See? I told you it's too much work!" and all other sorts of crap. She didn't even help me up. My knee is hurting like hell now and my foot and I scraped by wrists. But no, she keeps bitching... T_T

Comments

[georgeh.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Sounds like both you and your mom need big hugs, vats of ice cream or some other fattening, tasty food, a break.

I know it's difficult to deal with moping parents. My mom acts like that sometimes too. Generally, when she gets like that, I just help her without asking. Usually helps, somewhat.

*hugs again*

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks... for the good advice, too. I often forget that she's not feeling great either... Guess I should be more understanding... and I wasn't really sincere when I asked if she needed my help...

So, thanks for making me realize that. *hugs*