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silversolitaireToday is St. Niklas Day. It feels odd. When I was a child this was always such a big deal. I was excited to go to the fair, to get the candy, to sing the songs, get cookies... Now I don't know. I still love it. But it doesn't feel very christmassy at all. It's not snowing, it's not even cold. We don't have a tree yet. We never do, actually. We only get it very close to Christmas. That's sad. I haven't heard a single Christmas song yet. I haven't seen a Nikolaus either. Next door I can hear the kindergarten kids get all excited. They're probably waiting for Nikolaus. I used to do that. It was always so nice to wait and then you hear him thump his wand in the hall and you got all scared, hoping he wouldn't find your name on the naughty-list and send his servant after you.
I once got lost on one of those fairs. I still remember it well. I was following him because he always overlooked me and I wanted to get some gingerbread, too. And then when I turned around I couldn't find my parents anymore. I was taken to the monks nearby where they gave me food and played with me until my dad came to pick me up.
Hm, maybe I should go to a fair today. I still wasn't so sure, but maybe I should. I've been avoiding those fairs and x-mas parties for years. Maybe that's the reason why the Christmassy feeling is gone, gone, gone...
*sighs a bit*
Finally a decent post, no? I don't know, somehow I didn't have to say much lately. I haven't written much on my novel over the past week. I needed a break, I guess ^_^;. I've got my head full of ideas though. I should post what I have already. Haven't done that for a long time. But then I guess nobody bothers anyway, so why worry about that.
My fingers hurt.
I don't think Visibly Refined is working. The more I use it, the more I hate my face. Maybe I don't need creams... I think the acid is hurting my skin. I hate having so sensitive skin.
Neopets is down and I hate it. I want to check on my store.
Okay, that was enough randomness from Beelville. I should go hide in the corner now... *crawls under the carpet*
I once got lost on one of those fairs. I still remember it well. I was following him because he always overlooked me and I wanted to get some gingerbread, too. And then when I turned around I couldn't find my parents anymore. I was taken to the monks nearby where they gave me food and played with me until my dad came to pick me up.
Hm, maybe I should go to a fair today. I still wasn't so sure, but maybe I should. I've been avoiding those fairs and x-mas parties for years. Maybe that's the reason why the Christmassy feeling is gone, gone, gone...
*sighs a bit*
Finally a decent post, no? I don't know, somehow I didn't have to say much lately. I haven't written much on my novel over the past week. I needed a break, I guess ^_^;. I've got my head full of ideas though. I should post what I have already. Haven't done that for a long time. But then I guess nobody bothers anyway, so why worry about that.
My fingers hurt.
I don't think Visibly Refined is working. The more I use it, the more I hate my face. Maybe I don't need creams... I think the acid is hurting my skin. I hate having so sensitive skin.
Neopets is down and I hate it. I want to check on my store.
Okay, that was enough randomness from Beelville. I should go hide in the corner now... *crawls under the carpet*
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Date: 2002-12-06 10:04 am (UTC)And I hope you get lots of candy too! XD