*sighs sadly*

[silversolitaire]

I shouldn't be looking through my old email... I was really just sorting them so I could clear my inbox a bit... and I stumbled across all those mails of someone. It's sad... how can a friendship deteriorate like that? I wonder what happened. What did I do wrong? Whose fault was it? Was it anyone's? And yet... it's sad. Because I know it can never go back to where it was. And I don't even know if I want that. But sometimes I wish I still had this one person to talk to. And it's all gone...

*sighs sadly*

Nostalgia sucks...

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[nortylak.livejournal.com]

It is sad to look back and think of what I had with a lot of people that I've lost touch with over the years, friends from grade school and highschool, and friends I made within the past few years.

It's hard to lose someone that was at one point such a very significant part of my life.


Sometimes, I don't think that it's really anyone's fault. And sometimes, it is. I had a friend in highschool who betrayed my trust, and that's why it failed. And with other people, we just grew apart as we grew up. I'm not sure which is worse. Both ways hurt.


I'm not sure if nostalgia is a bad thing, though I will agree that it isn't always happy. I'll sit and cry about things that have happened in the past because I think it's beneficial to remember them. Even if they hurt to look back on, whatever those events were in our past, they helped us to grow and become who we are today.


:hug:

Feel better.