silversolitaire

I realized that I can do both exceptionally well. Yesterday, Irda said to me "Do you realize that when you dislike something you kinda shoot it down with a bazooka?". Heh... I guess that's true. I don't know where that's coming from, but when I dislike something I can immediately name a hundred reasons why I don't. And like doing so too. Oh yes, it feels good to rant about how stupid something it and how much it deserves to be dissed and dispised. Of course, then again it's rather annoying for those who happen to like it. But... alas, I just can't help it. I like ranting... heh.

And then I can gush. For hours. Without stopping. I can talk endlessly about how beautiful something is, how much it moves me, why I like it, which scene was exceptionally impressive. I'd like to think that I'm not boring people to tears with that. Heh... Out of this realization was born the idea of keeping all those gushs and rants and post them on my website. Wouldn't that be a good idea? I often find myself looking for old chatlogs where I told someone about a book or a manga or a movie. It'd be so easy just to give them the link to that page. I'd love to have a collection of things that I really really like. Just for myself... So far, I've never done it because I thought it'd be stupid. One reason that held be back probably was that Li kinda had the same sort of homepage. Or at least, similar to that. But it's no longer important, I guess...

In other news... I want to redo my LJ, but I don't know how yet. And my eyebrows hurt. o.o Now that's a new one...

I wonder why my LJ is so sucky lately. I used to write really interesting posts. Not just about how sucky my day was or how bored or tired I am. I don't know... that's just a time when I feel like I hardly have anything to say. When I can barely move my fingers across the keyboard. When I just want to stare and be silent. I can do IMs, but that's about it. I can't even email properly. There are people I haven't emailed back for months... What a shame...

Bought the Weißkreuz artbook. I couldn't resist temptation any longer. I was still going to wait if those Manga X idiots finally send me my shipment, but I gave up hope. With my luck, I'll probably have it double soon... -.- I will send them a pissy mail soon. I really should. They still owe me two CDs and an artbook >_<. And they were rude when I asked them about it too. Grrrrr... Yes, I'm gonna write that mail right now. I don't think I'll ever see my money again. Assholes.

And I finally have my second issue of New York New York *huggles it*. This sure took long! >_< But it was worth it. Aaaaaah... Now I want the next one RIGHT away!!! *bounces* Thank God it'll be out soon. Yay! And of course Seimaden and Bronze. But nothing new there. Got it all in Japanese already. But it's nice to have a good translation.

Oh well, I should have a coffee now. Hmmmmm....