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[silversolitaire]

What does it mean... to contemplate suicide. I wonder... does it mean to think about it? To ponder it? To seriously consider it? So...am I contemplating suicide? I'm thinking about it a lot. Just... well, thinking. Not really considering it. I wouldn't do that. I guess. I just think death would be nice. A comforting sleep. Yes...

I'm tired... very tired. To die... to sleep, perchance to dream...! Aye, there's the rub. For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come...? How true that is...

I mailed a therapist today. Let's see. Maybe he'll get back to me and I can get help at last... So tired...

I can't seem to remember the happy days lately. That's a weird feeling.

Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine...

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[sandrine]

Oh, hon, don't even *think* about it!

I know it's far easier to say than to do, but try to focus on the good things in your life. Try to remember every single reason why you should be happy instead of depressed. It sometimes works for me ... admittedly, not always, but it's still worth a try.

And if you ever need someone to talk - I'm here for you. ::big hug::