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[silversolitaire]

ARGH!

Life is SHIT!!! My mails don't get delivered. All (and I mean ALL) my favorite sites are down. I can't update my homepage, nor go to egroups (well, EX-egroups). My mailserver is down too. I suspect that none of my emails were delivered all day and some of them were really important! :-(

Nobody loves me... I'm feeling really unloved right now. I want to cry all the time. Today I felt like smashing the china. I grabbed the plate so tightly that my knuckles hurt. I'm getting tired of all this... very tired. And I don't even feel like letting blood to make me feel better. I feel like nothing really helps... it's just frustrating. I can't get drunk either because I'm feeling sick. I'm empty and uninspired. I'm a failure... I hate life...

Funny... I should be happy. But I'm not...

Comments

Should you be happy?

[kily.livejournal.com]

I'm not saying that you should or should not be happy. It would be the best for you to be happy. But if life is shit, not being happy about it is healthy! Don't let people tell you you "should" do this. Because you should do whatever the hell you feel like doing. and if it'll help to break something, go for it. I'd recommend trying punching the mattress first, though. It just might help, and you won't feel that you "should" replace it.

--Kily