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[silversolitaire]

I don't know why I am so sad. I cried all day for no particular reason. I mean, there always was some reason, but I bet it's nothing to cry over. But still I do... I wanted to die again today. Just fade away. I'm feeling paralyzed. I want to write. So badly, but I'm just feeling so bad...

I love my cat. He's my only comfort. His purring is so gratifying and when I cry into his coat, I'm feeling cleansed. I'm so glad I can be here with him now. My lovely little lynx...

There's something good about it though. I don't feel the slightest impulse to hurt myself. I just want to cry. And that's allowed, isn't it?

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[sunshinegirl.livejournal.com]

crying's okay. :-)

*hugs*