How terrible...
Nov. 8th, 2001 06:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireI dropped my Psion and now the display is broken... this just had to happen. I knew it... I knew this day was going to be terrible and now it happened. I thought I was going to have a car accident. Instead, Vincent broke. It just had to happen, I knew it. I was so happy about him, using him every day... and now he's broken. And I don't have money to do anything about it. I can't stop crying. I was a mess not too long ago. And this resulted in my mom freaking out as well (don't ask me why). She said she was going to slap me and then she said she'll run away. And now she's gone. No idea where she is...
It's just terrible. I can't calm down. I feel so crushed. When I drove home I had so many ideas, things I wanted to write, ideas for stories. Now I'm just said. I can't look at the Psion without screaming in rage. I went into the kitchen to get a tissue and I saw this long knife and I barely could tame the urge to thrust it into my stomach. I grabbed it and threw it across the room.
I hate my life...
It's just terrible. I can't calm down. I feel so crushed. When I drove home I had so many ideas, things I wanted to write, ideas for stories. Now I'm just said. I can't look at the Psion without screaming in rage. I went into the kitchen to get a tissue and I saw this long knife and I barely could tame the urge to thrust it into my stomach. I grabbed it and threw it across the room.
I hate my life...
