*sighs*

[silversolitaire]

I had a very sudden low earlier tonight. It was terrible. I was thinking about someone that I lost almost a year ago and I couldn't stop feeling guilty and terrible. And I got this sudden suicidal flash. Those are the scary ones. I don't really mean to do it and I won't do it, but I get these enticing images floating in front of my eyes and it's so hard to resist. And suddenly, it sounds like a very good idea! Fuck the consequences. That's very scary... I don't like it when that happens.

Good thing Fleur was there... *hugs her*

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[fleurrochard]

Anytime, love. ^_^