Scary thought...

[silversolitaire]

For some strange reasons, certain things that were bothering me over the past weeks suddenly don't affect me at all anymore. I wish I knew why. But it was a strange transition from being terribly hurt to not caring a straw anymore. I wonder why that happened, but it's good I think. But it also kinda scares me a bit. Will it be permanent? Because I feel like all emotions are erased. Like there's nothing left at that point where once everything used to be. Affection, even. Just gone. I wonder what caused it. Well, I have a personal idea about it, but I don't want to write it here.

It might just be the emotional coldness that sets in for me when certain things happen or have been said or not said. Guess I've just reached a natural limit of things I could take...

But... I'm not cheering just yet. I don't trust my head. I'm sure to get down again eventually!