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[silversolitaire]

Okay... I feel like I should write some more now. Not sure what though... I made a grave mistake today. I stayed at home, cancelled a date although I was really looking forward to seeing the guys again. But I didn't want to leave the house. I should have read the signs. Another depression is coming along. I can feel it. I'm stressed out and tired, I'm bored and apathetic. I'm craving to write for over a week now and I'm setting here, with Word opened, all day long, and nothing happens. Damn it... damn it all straight to hell! I Must have spent 10 hours in front of the screen today. I'm not kidding. And what did I get done? Nothing... Didn't write one word. But I was constantly racketing about the Net, setting up stuff on fanfiction.net, establishing our HP-slashers network, writing feedback, bashing homophobes, getting into trouble, moving around stuff on my Shakespeare-Slash list, uploading pics to my site, fixing the html-problem on my other site... all kinds of stuff. But I didn't actually do something, you know? I hate that... I must write NOW!

Tomorrow is my fave class again, Same Sex. This time it'll be about the gothics and about "The Vampire Lestat", YEIH! That'll be fun. And then I have to talk about crossreading. I'll bring along Harry Potter as an example. That'll be fun.

I miss my girlfriend. Ever since she moved to NY, she's so busy...