Despite the completely terrible day...

[silversolitaire]

I did something very surprising today! I actually called up two friends and made a date! It's insane. I happened to be near my friend's house and I was feeling kinda lonely, so I called her up if I could come over! I was so nervous! For some stupid reason I expected her to tell me to bug off! But she didn't... and it was actually nice... Then, I messaged another friend to make a date at a later day. We used to meet a lot, way back then...

But still... no Alex...

I hate friends who are absent...

Suddenly, I'm sad...