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[silversolitaire]

Sometimes life just sucks. Quite a lot actually. Li won't stop feelìng bad about the fact that I loved rping with kat and thus she thinks what we write sucks and she won't stop giving me a hard time about it, up to a point that i just can't enjoy it anymore. All the same, kat won't rp with me anymore. So what's left there for me but annoyance and hurt. I'm so sick and tired of it. I wish I had never started it in the first place...

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[absolutelyvile.livejournal.com]

Wanna teach me how?

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

I wish I could... but I don't think I'm doing a very good job of it. I'm just in a feeling of general hopelessness right now and trying to cope with it. Maybe some other time. Thanks...

[kkscatnip.livejournal.com]

silver! i wanted to just the other day! i want to now, but i feel so bleh..

perhaps we should do e-mail rping? i do that now with melle [though its really slow] and im enjoying it a lot... eh, who knows. we need to figure something out.

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

You're always feeling bleh. You never have time. Just face it, we won't ever do a decent rp ever again. I wish I knew why, but that's how it is. We've talked about it again and again and nothing ever changed.

I don't think email will work. I know for myself that I never answer email or put them off till kingdom come. It won't work, I just know it. We will never get into it if we had to email paragraphs back and fro. We used to have a quick dialogue. That couldn't happen.

It's just hopeless. Everything.

[kkscatnip.livejournal.com]

youre only saying that because youre depressed! i've told you my scedule, offered to do other things, i try and make comments whenever i am online so that you know i am, but you dont get on AIM! and i found out that ICQ is what keeps making tabby error so badly. *huffs* damnit!

im sick! ive been sick for a fucking week... yeah, i am over this. i feel bleh. i feeel really fucking bleh. but that is how i feel this time of year. it is the winter, therefore kat feels bleh. give me a little while and i will adjust. *sighs* im on now, and what of it? are you on AIM? no.

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

You're not commenting on my stuff ever. That's not true. Maybe you're updating your own LJ or so, but you're not doing anything that'll give me an alert. I'm not checking my friends page all the time.

I was on AIM tons of times all day and you never were on. I can't operate AIM with Photoshop. AIM fucks my computer up.

Maybe it's because I am depressed. Whatever...

Also...

[absolutelyvile.livejournal.com]

You lie! You are never on AIM! ::pout::

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[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

That's not true. I was on all afternoon and you always were away. Now I'm almost going to bed, so it's no use logging on now...

Re: Also...

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

I can't keep it on all the time, because that, Photoshop, WinAmp and my Wacom Tablet won't work well together. My computer gets too slow then and if I want to work, AIM has to go. I can't paint without music, you know... heh...

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[absolutelyvile.livejournal.com]

Ahh. Do you use MSN thingie a lot? Mebbe I could download that.

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[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

Hm, not at all... I'm on ICQ a lot, though!