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[silversolitaire]

Today I've packed my things to go back to my flat. It's no longer making me sad though. It will be nice to find a little peace and quiet. But... I will miss my family. I will hate it again, having to cook for myself every fucking day again, not having a soul to talk to, day after day. Funny though... I hate it when they talk to me all the time. When I can't spend my evenings as I please. When I'm forced to eat at certain hours... so why the hell do I feel wistful at all??? LOL

FREEDOM! Yeeehah! I'll be able to have a smoke when I want to and see the girls I like and stay in late as I please or sleep till 3 PM. Hell, why was I ever sad? *grins*

I just don't like having to pack all my stuff. grrrr.... It's so unnerving.