Oct. 11th, 2003

silversolitaire: (shocked)
So, I'm watching this report on otakus and idols. I can say I'm offically weirded out. I told Tom about it and posted this paragraph below. Upon rereading I thought it sounded like some poem or a freaky short story.

Here goes:

he's sitting in this uber-tiny room. that's his entire apartment. living space is expensive in Japan. it's crammed with stuff. he also has hundreds of these dolls. he works in a publishing house. he has no family or friends. he builds these dolls all day. they are his friends. with them he feels less lonely. they're his conversation partners. interviewer points out that they don't answer. yes, but in his heart they answer him.

Note, usually I'm a little bit more eloquent when I'm chatting ^.^;. But I was still watching and I was shocked and sorta tired too... it still sounds cool!

But this guy... he's freaking me out.

"You can't compare a woman to a doll. A doll can't talk back. She can't hurt me."
"I like dolls of weak women. Women that cry a lot."

*confused*

Oct. 11th, 2003 01:27 pm
silversolitaire: (shocked)
I thought that Formula 1 race was supposed to be overnight? Or something? Did I miss something? *scratches head* I mean, is this the replay now or the actual race? If it's the replay, who won? Not that I really care or know anything about it, but I heard someone about one point and blah. Dunno. Just wanna know.
silversolitaire: (crushed)
The night was horrible. I had used this medication I was given by the doc which is external use. Well, sorta. Anyway, I woke up at 5 AM and I was IN PAIN! It was HORRIBLE! It was cauterizing my body, I swear. It burnt so much I couldn't take it. I had felt it before during sleep and had weird dreams and was thinking stuff like "Geeze, now it's gotten really worse..." and stuff and then I woke up and it was just horrible ;_;. I got up and washed it off, but then I felt guilty and put some back. I bandaged it so it wouldn't have so much time to react to the air, but it was still bad ;_;. I tried to fall asleep with the constant burning in my body.

Now it seems to be okay again. I don't feel it. But I don't know what to do ;_;. I'm supposed to use it til Tuesday until I get the lab results. It's some sort of disinfecting broadband thingy which is probably why it reacted so strongly to my sensitive skin ;_;. I'm scared that it'll hurt again tonight, but I shouldn't just cancel the therapy. Then again, this is only an interim therapy, so it might be not so bad to cancel... but... mew T_T.
silversolitaire: (sad)
This article reveals two interesting new facts. For one, it backs up quite realistically Siegfried's claim that the tiger was only trying to protect Roy. Until now I hadn't been so sure whether this was true or just a claim to cover their own ass. It'll be much easier to bring back the show with the tigers in distant future when it has been established that the tigers aren't dangerous but instead rather "helpful". So, that's what I suspected. But the way it's described here it does make sense, IMO.

Apparently the tiger had been distracted by someone or something in the audience and Roy stepped in to take the cat's attention off it. In the process the tiger grabbed him in surprise which resulted in Roy accidentally rapping the tiger on the nose. It created a loud noise which startled the cat. Now this is very it becomes a truly unfortunate accident. Roy tripped and fell, adding to the cats confusion, which prompted Montecore to grab Roy at the neck as he would do with a fellow cat and dragged him off stage, into safety. This is backed up IMO by the fact that Montecore then proceeded to continue his program as planned, walking to his cage for the next part of the performance. I'm convinced that none of this was a vicious attack.

People keep saying that you can't change a wild beast and that the natural instincts take over eventually. But I think that's not true. Whenever something like that happens it's because the beast (I hate that word, it sounds so mean) doesn't know its strength. It thinks it can act with their human mate as it would with another animal mate. But that doesn't work of course, since we don't have the same thick fur and skin. I don't deny that it can happen that a wild animal can get pissed, too. Every pet owner has seen their pets get pissed off at them before. That's when the "not knowing their own strength" part comes in again. The cat thinks it's okay to just whack the other one and say "Don't do that, okay?!?", not considering that such a whack seriously injures a human.

So, I think all this "Every wild animal eventually will get violent and harm their owners" crap is just a bunch of bullshit. I mean, Montecore was brought up by Roy. He was born in Roy's arms and he was bottle-fed, cared for and loved for the past seven years. I doubt that the so called natural instinct makes all this love and feeling of family go poof and make Roy look like a tasty snack. Okay, I realize that tigers, just like all felines, change in their family structures as they mature, but we also know that most felines stay within their families and recognize them. Most problems occur with other males and that won't work since a human doesn't have the same smells and everything. So, don't give me that.

Eh, I'm digressing. Anyway, this is the first interesting bit, presented here in great detail ^_^;. The other interesting bit was that apparently a tape of the accident DOES exist! Such a tape never had been mentioned before. This is very interesting indeed. That should clear up with everything eventually.

One thing that worries me in this article is that the give Roy a 95-98% chance of surviving. I mean, this is excellent of course. It means he won't die, most likely. But... somehow I had never considered he could die. He just... mustn't die, so he won't, you know? And now it seems like he won't, so this is yay. But it doesn't say anything about making a full recovery. That's what worries me. I'd hate to see him brain damaged or physically handicapped now... I mean, most important thing is that he lives. But he shouldn't lose too much of what he used to know. Oh wait, I forgot. Wynn also said that tests showed that Roy didn't sustain any permanent brain injuries. I just hope that's true...

Anyway, here's the article.

Roy 'improving every day' after tiger attack
Fri 10 October, 2003 22:41 BST

Article )
silversolitaire: (love!)
Some quotes from the Larry King interview with Siegfried. They touched my heart...
"If the tiger had wanted to kill Roy he would be no more. And I wouldn't be here. The tiger wouldn't be here. And nothing... my life, everything he has done, my light... would be no more."

"We have been together for 44 years. This relationship was... IS... second to none."

"There will always be Siegfried & Roy as long as Roy survives."

"I miss the stage, I miss the audience. But most of all, I miss Roy."

[in answer to the question whether somebody is staying with him while Roy's in hospital] "I'm going home alone... I'm alone now... But in the end of the day, I'm gonna be with Roy, and he's gonna be with me."
P.S.: I'm really sorry if I'm annoying everyone with this... but this really worries and troubles me and hey, this is my journal, isn't it...
silversolitaire: (silly)
BWAHAHAHAHHA, I rule! I'm the master of movies! *looks around* ^.^;

I'm just happy that whereas my memory for names and faces IRL sucks a LOT it's just perfect when it comes to movies! *dances* I swear, I never forget a face I've seen on TV and I recognize actors within seconds. I really do. Right now I was watching the beginning of Cutthroat Island and there was this boy. You didn't see much more of him than just a second and I immediately thought "I know him!!!" My first idea was Orlando Bloom, but then I dismissed it because I would have known he'd played a part in that movie. So I thought a little bit more and it hit my like a sack of bricks! The guy who plays the oldest brother in Malcolm in the Middle! XD! Yes, I didn't know the name, as usual, but I knew it was him. I checked on IMDB, et voilĂ , I was right. Christopher Masterson. Ah, this feels good... *pleased*

Edit:

Okay, half an hour into the movie he comes up a second time and it's painfully obvious it's him there. But hey, I'm still proud I recognized him immediately. And I'm gonna stop watching now. This movie is boring.

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