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Jan. 18th, 2003
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Jan. 18th, 2003 02:14 am*sighs* Everything is so boring when Tom isn't online. I should have worked on my project but I spent all day watching TV and being bored. x_x I hate days like that. Can't bring myself to do anything. *yawns* Can't even bring myself to go to bed... just great. *falls asleep right there*
thoughtful...
Jan. 18th, 2003 03:08 amI just realized again how lucky I am to have found Tom. He manages to make me feel better so effortlessly. Or maybe it just seems like that. But he does. He talks to me and I feel good. Now I can work on my school projects again. *goes to work on journal*
Latest artistic outlet
Jan. 18th, 2003 12:36 pmEver seen a red panda? I saw them yesterday for the first time and thought they were insanely cute, so I had to draw one. It's not the best drawing ever done, but he looks cute enough, IMO.
( Red Panda )
I got the legs wrong, I think. Oh well...
For reference, here's a "real" red panda.
( Real Red Panda )
And here's the final version of the dragon picture, in case anybody cares.
( Dragon, final version )
And since I know someone will ask again: there's no rain in front of the dragon, because he is inside the cave.
Still working on the Sif picture, but I'm not pleased with her shading, so I'll have to redo that. It's annoying. I really like the lineart and the background, but I just can't color her body according to the light it seems. >_<
That's it for now. Need to work on my story now.
( Red Panda )
I got the legs wrong, I think. Oh well...
For reference, here's a "real" red panda.
( Real Red Panda )
And here's the final version of the dragon picture, in case anybody cares.
( Dragon, final version )
And since I know someone will ask again: there's no rain in front of the dragon, because he is inside the cave.
Still working on the Sif picture, but I'm not pleased with her shading, so I'll have to redo that. It's annoying. I really like the lineart and the background, but I just can't color her body according to the light it seems. >_<
That's it for now. Need to work on my story now.
My dad can be quite stupid at times. Especially when he's acting stupidly on purpose.
Example: I ask him "Dad, are you logged into the network?"
This question had a simple reason. Two, actually. Number one being mere curiosity and number two being the fact that I was considering sending him a file, namely a painting I wanted his opinion on. However, since he was feeling bitchy right now, his answer was, "Yes. Why, am I bothering you?"
Now, this question of course is very stupid. Since unless he's downloading a HUGE amount of files and he'd totally block any internet activity because of that there is really no possible reason why the fact that he's logged into the network somewhere in the house, far away from me, could be bothering me. For some strange reason my father seems to be willing to believe that everything I say might have a hidden barb only meant to criticise or annoy him. I deeply resent that.
He, and some other people, may not realize that I'm quite an honest person, and most of all, I like to fight. No, that's not true. I don't really like fighting. But I do it when I have to. I seek confrontation to get rid of any tension that might inhibit me in my creative pursuit. I can't be creative when I'm bothered. So, if I really had a problem with him being online, for some strange and unknown reason, then I'd tell him quite frankly, just like I tell my brother that it sucks when he's downloading 24/7, thus slowing down the connection so much that I can't even download emails.
*huffs* Okay, so now that that's out of the way I can continue writing on my story. And I'm not going to show him my painting. Pfft. I don't need his opinion when he's like that.
Example: I ask him "Dad, are you logged into the network?"
This question had a simple reason. Two, actually. Number one being mere curiosity and number two being the fact that I was considering sending him a file, namely a painting I wanted his opinion on. However, since he was feeling bitchy right now, his answer was, "Yes. Why, am I bothering you?"
Now, this question of course is very stupid. Since unless he's downloading a HUGE amount of files and he'd totally block any internet activity because of that there is really no possible reason why the fact that he's logged into the network somewhere in the house, far away from me, could be bothering me. For some strange reason my father seems to be willing to believe that everything I say might have a hidden barb only meant to criticise or annoy him. I deeply resent that.
He, and some other people, may not realize that I'm quite an honest person, and most of all, I like to fight. No, that's not true. I don't really like fighting. But I do it when I have to. I seek confrontation to get rid of any tension that might inhibit me in my creative pursuit. I can't be creative when I'm bothered. So, if I really had a problem with him being online, for some strange and unknown reason, then I'd tell him quite frankly, just like I tell my brother that it sucks when he's downloading 24/7, thus slowing down the connection so much that I can't even download emails.
*huffs* Okay, so now that that's out of the way I can continue writing on my story. And I'm not going to show him my painting. Pfft. I don't need his opinion when he's like that.
Help, anyone?
Jan. 18th, 2003 01:07 pmI'm currently writing a story for a project in Nature Writing. This story involves a river and since I'm trying to impersonate the river I need a couple, a LOT, of words that describe water, the sounds, movements etc. that water or a river makes, words to describe its looks, texture etc. I already collected a bunch, but maybe you guys can think of some, too? That's be incredibly helpful! Just toss in any words you can think of! ^_^
Thank you so much!
[Poll #93179]
Thank you so much!
[Poll #93179]
*twitches*
Jan. 18th, 2003 07:25 pmI was looking for something in my room. People should be informed that my rook is aka. Hell Hole. I have trench between the door and my bed which I can pass by taking big steps. Other than that the floor is covered with boxes, piles of books, things my mom removed from the living room, CDs, more boxes, magazines, clothes... it's horrible. I hate it a lot, but I just can't get anything done when I try to clean it x_x.
Anyway, I was looking for something and opened the drawer of my nightstand. For ten years at least I've just been throwing stuff into it. Samples, perfumes I didn't want, old cremes etc. Unused things kinda sank to the ground while the stuff I needed frequently stayed on top. So I never really noticed how bad it was. Well, today I did. Oh... my... God... I had to put on a dustmask (allergic to dust here) and take out thing after thing with two fingers, immediately moving them over into the trashcan. I'm appalled at how much junk I collected in there. Perfumes that aren't even produced anymore, lotion samples that are hard as stones, used up chapsticks, empty deodorant cans... UGH. I'm such a pig T_T. Well, I got rid of most of the things, I cleaned out the drawer, disinfected it and put the stuff I need back in. *twitches*
I solomnly pledge never to let this happen again... *sprays hands with disinfectant*
Anyway, I was looking for something and opened the drawer of my nightstand. For ten years at least I've just been throwing stuff into it. Samples, perfumes I didn't want, old cremes etc. Unused things kinda sank to the ground while the stuff I needed frequently stayed on top. So I never really noticed how bad it was. Well, today I did. Oh... my... God... I had to put on a dustmask (allergic to dust here) and take out thing after thing with two fingers, immediately moving them over into the trashcan. I'm appalled at how much junk I collected in there. Perfumes that aren't even produced anymore, lotion samples that are hard as stones, used up chapsticks, empty deodorant cans... UGH. I'm such a pig T_T. Well, I got rid of most of the things, I cleaned out the drawer, disinfected it and put the stuff I need back in. *twitches*
I solomnly pledge never to let this happen again... *sprays hands with disinfectant*
