Gah...

Finished the coloring and I think it rocks. But then again, I always think my coloring rocks when it's brandnew. Hmmm... If only I could tell whether the background is okay or not. I can't tell... been looking at it for 6 hours straight now. Maybe I should just leave it for now. But that's how it is with me when I'm coloring. I just can't let it be. I'm obsessed, can't stop until I'm finished. Man... why does nobody pay me for this?

*sighs*

What now... nice, or not nice? Ugly? Not ugly? Waaaark!

Jonas abducting Amadeo...

This is the illustration of that previously posted scene.



I'm still not sure whether I should dress Amadeo or not... hmmmm....

self-knowledge

I realize there's one thing that I really really can't stand and that's being pointed at and being prodded during conversation. Okay, that's actually two things. But I hate it, I do. It drives me nuts. My mom has this annoying habit. She just points in my general direction without looking, for a minute maybe, before actually beginning to speak! Or sometimes she doesn't even speak to me, but she still point at me. Drives me gaga!

And then she often prods me with her finger with that looooong sharp fingernail. Or rather, tickles my arm with it. I always move away then, and she follows. I HATE IT!!! My granny is the same. She always ends each sentence with a whack against my arm. As if I wouldn't listen otherwise. ARGH! And even worse are strangers touching me. Yes... strangers are not supposed to touch me at ALL!

Once, in Tijuana, this guy wanted to sell me something and came up to me, kinda wrapping his arm around my shoulders. He was so hot and moist... urgh... I immediately shied away and glared at him. He must have noticed, since he immediately drew back and apologized. But still... I was pissed enough to leave the store right away.

I like this!

Hope I remember it correctly...

You are my adversary, but you're not my enemy. Your resistance gives me strength. And should I defeat you, I will not humilate you, but honor you, for without you I could not be the man that I am.

LOL

HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT Women and be POLITICALLY CORRECT:

She is not a SCREAMER or MOANER
She is VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE.

She is not EASY
She is HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE.

She does not TEASE or FLIRT
She engages in ARTIFICIAL STIMULATION.

She is not DUMB
She is a DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY.

She has not BEEN AROUND
She is a PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED COMPANION.

She does not GET YOU EXCITED
She causes TEMPORARY BLOOD DISPLACEMENT.

She is not KINKY
She is a CREATIVE CARETAKER.

She is not an AIRHEAD
She is REALITY IMPAIRED.

She does not get DRUNK or TIPSY
She gets CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED.

She is not HORNY
She is SEXUALLY FOCUSED.

She does not NAG YOU
She becomes VERBALLY REPETITIVE

She is not a TWO BIT WHORE
She is a LOW COST PROVIDER.


HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN and be POLITICALLY CORRECT:

He does not have a BEER GUT
He has developed a LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY

He does not GET LOST ALL THE TIME
He INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS

He is not BALDING
He is in FOLLICLE REGRESSION

He is not a CRADLE ROBBER
He prefers GENERATIONALLY DIFFERENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS

He does not get FALLING-DOWN DRUNK
He becomes ACCIDENTALLY HORIZONTAL

He does not act like a TOTAL ASS
He develops a case of RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION

He is not a SEX MACHINE
He is ROMANTICALLY AUTOMATED

He is not a MALE CHAUVINIST PIG
He has SWINE EMPATHY

He is not afraid of COMMITMENT
He is MONOGAMOUSLY CHALLENGED

He does not UNDRESS YOU WITH HIS EYES
He has an INTROSPECTIVE GRAPHIC MOMENTS

survey, natch!

- when i look into the sun... my eyes hurt.
- never ending... pain.
- the words in my head... are Cara, wacom, coffee, sex.
- my answer is no, because... I want to be alone.
- i like to smell like... summer rain.
- you'll never know... how much you hurt me.
. i never lie about... who I really am.
- i'll always be afraid to tell you... how much you mean to me.
- everything ends when... you stop caring.
- here i stand... dazed and confused.
- your broken promises are... only confirming what I expected.
- i thought i heard... somebody scream.
- i thought i saw... a puddy cat
- i only dream... of things to write.
- you aren't... close enough.
- i don't... eat meat.
- please don't forget me when... I'm gone.
- wanted.... inspiration.
- vivid colors are... like spring.
- the smell of... coffee makes me happy.
- blindness... can be a blessing.
- happiness... is an illusion..
- signed... Silver.

(no subject)

most heard line when I'm at home: "Where the FUCK is my stylus???"

smart quote...

I've liked it when I heard it in FotR and now I just found it in the book...

"Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement. For even the very wise cannot see all ends."
- Gandalf, J.R.R. Tolkien: "Fellowship of the Ring"

Cara website

Working on the design right now...

Hmmmm... don't know what to think of it. Gonna tinker with it a bit and then ask Li what she thinks about it. She'll probably hate it, as always. LOL

I read an article on Dolce & Gabbana today. Makes you wonder whether it's such a good idea to work together with your significant other. At least, artistically/creatively. But then again, it seems to work out nicely. But what do you do when love ends? Do you just keep on working together? Or will it be end of business? I'm thinking Siegfried and Roy here. From what I heard, they broke up, but they're still doing shows together. Sure, this works out, but I imagine it to be very painful when your ex finds a new partner and you can't help running into them every day.

Where was that coming from now??? o.o

hrmpf....

This stupid Cara design won't work out! Those bloody images don't meet! What the fuck?? I can't think of that the reason could be... I alreasy reduced the borders to 0... DAMN!!!! >_<

Waiting for bro. He will help...