hmnmmmpfsrrrsss...

translation:

I'm awake but barely alive. Having a cold sucks. Despite going to sleep at 4:30 AM I still woke up around 10 with my body giving me the "I'm done" message. So I got up and now I'm sitting here, groggy and wanting to die, with three Cara scenes that should be written by tonight and a head that feels like it had been wrapped up in cotton candy. Last night, I made myself my "special medicine", some random mixture of lemon, water, honey and rum. *shudder* It definitely had a taste of vomit. Kinda like bile. But it helped. I didn't cough that much during the night. Ah well... gonna curl up and die now....

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Excellent! Found a version of LotR that works... okay, it comes with Chinese subs and the first minutes are cut off, but I think I can live with that!

mourning...

I know I'm silly... but right now I'm crying because my Ficus Benjamini is dead. My nice plant... I've had him for 4 years now... always watering him, caring for him, decorating him with nice things, hoping he'd become pretty one day. Then, two weeks ago, I forgot to close the window when airing my room. It got terribly cold. Eddy never recovered from it... Now my mom said she tossed him out. Didn't even ask me. I feel like crying... I always hoped he'd be big and pretty one day. And now he's dead and it's my fault....

< /screamish fangirl mode>

I downloaded the middle part of LotR and now I'm drooling at the Elrond council scene and the mountain scene... waaaaaaiiii!!! *_*