mourning...

[silversolitaire]

I know I'm silly... but right now I'm crying because my Ficus Benjamini is dead. My nice plant... I've had him for 4 years now... always watering him, caring for him, decorating him with nice things, hoping he'd become pretty one day. Then, two weeks ago, I forgot to close the window when airing my room. It got terribly cold. Eddy never recovered from it... Now my mom said she tossed him out. Didn't even ask me. I feel like crying... I always hoped he'd be big and pretty one day. And now he's dead and it's my fault....