Back from the U...

Gonna take a long and relaxing bath now and read old issues of Zetsuai. Yes, that's what I'll do. My head is killing me. Why oh why is Wednesday my migraine day?

Ugh...

Room with a View is the most boring movie I've ever seen. I can't stand it. And I thought the book was bad! >_< I can't bear more than 15 mins. in a row!

I'M SO BORED!!!!!

Still alive!

Okay I made it through the movie. It sucks. Gah! And to top it all, I had to watch it with a bad picture that flickered all the time and switched colors and generally annoyed the hell out of me! >_<

Now I need to come up with an idea for tomorrow when I have my second session for the class project. I agreed to do a session on roleplaying. Whatever has gotten into me?? But she wanted something where people could act and before I stand in front of everyone and make a fool out of myself I rather cook up a couple of characters and have them interact! -_-

I hate how my parents treat my lately. I felt ignored all weekend. They no longer take interest in anything I do.They're so busy with themselves. I mean, I understand, but it hurts still... And then my Mom just comes up and asks for my "advice" after bending my ears one solid hour with all the evil things dad has done. What was I supposed to say? I just said "Go tell all of that dad!" Gah...

I felt invisible all week. I wanted to scream "HERE I AM!!!". It annoyed the hell out of me. I feel like I AM becoming invisible! In translation class I'm generally ignored. A girl I knew from last year just saw through me when I greeted her in the hallway. It's scary. I feel like in some Kafka story where I'm becoming smaller and smaller...

Sometimes I wonder if my parents would even care if I didn't came home. Or notice, even...

Ah well... life goes on, I guess. This weekend I was close to calling my counsellor again. But it's so funny, I just don't have the *time*. Whenever I come home from school there's no one in the office anymore I assume.

Hmmm... I like this song...

lyrics

3 Doors Down
Kryptonite

I took a walk around the world
to ease my troubled mind
I left my body lying somewhere
in the sands of time
I watched the world float
to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float
to the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be
something to do with you
I don't really mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be
there holding my hand?
I'll keep you be my side with
my superhuman might!
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak,
but still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head,
if not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
on solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be
there holding my hand?
I'll keep you be my side with
my superhuman might!
Kryptonite

Murdoc's Winnebago...

Is driving me nuts! My Gorillaz CD just crashed Cid jr. three fucking times! GAH! But now it works. Good. hmpf...

I was thinking, I guess the reason why I'm not doing any Gorillaz fanart is that there's just no way in hell I could possibly be as good as those ladies from that Danish fansite. I mean the art is just awesome, isn't it? I just love that cutesy little pic of 2D in post-coital bliss... ah. Well, how could I ever compete? Never... So, no point in even trying.

Now, fanfiction on the other hand is a whole different matter. I haven't seen one single fic yet that I considered worthwhile and where I thought the characterisation wasn't completely off the mark! But on the other hand, this scares me too. I wouldn't know where to start and where to end. I need more material than that to write fanfiction!

I wish they'd hurry and put out a comic already!