Still alive!
Nov. 7th, 2001 10:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireOkay I made it through the movie. It sucks. Gah! And to top it all, I had to watch it with a bad picture that flickered all the time and switched colors and generally annoyed the hell out of me! >_<
Now I need to come up with an idea for tomorrow when I have my second session for the class project. I agreed to do a session on roleplaying. Whatever has gotten into me?? But she wanted something where people could act and before I stand in front of everyone and make a fool out of myself I rather cook up a couple of characters and have them interact! -_-
I hate how my parents treat my lately. I felt ignored all weekend. They no longer take interest in anything I do.They're so busy with themselves. I mean, I understand, but it hurts still... And then my Mom just comes up and asks for my "advice" after bending my ears one solid hour with all the evil things dad has done. What was I supposed to say? I just said "Go tell all of that dad!" Gah...
I felt invisible all week. I wanted to scream "HERE I AM!!!". It annoyed the hell out of me. I feel like I AM becoming invisible! In translation class I'm generally ignored. A girl I knew from last year just saw through me when I greeted her in the hallway. It's scary. I feel like in some Kafka story where I'm becoming smaller and smaller...
Sometimes I wonder if my parents would even care if I didn't came home. Or notice, even...
Ah well... life goes on, I guess. This weekend I was close to calling my counsellor again. But it's so funny, I just don't have the *time*. Whenever I come home from school there's no one in the office anymore I assume.
Hmmm... I like this song...
Now I need to come up with an idea for tomorrow when I have my second session for the class project. I agreed to do a session on roleplaying. Whatever has gotten into me?? But she wanted something where people could act and before I stand in front of everyone and make a fool out of myself I rather cook up a couple of characters and have them interact! -_-
I hate how my parents treat my lately. I felt ignored all weekend. They no longer take interest in anything I do.They're so busy with themselves. I mean, I understand, but it hurts still... And then my Mom just comes up and asks for my "advice" after bending my ears one solid hour with all the evil things dad has done. What was I supposed to say? I just said "Go tell all of that dad!" Gah...
I felt invisible all week. I wanted to scream "HERE I AM!!!". It annoyed the hell out of me. I feel like I AM becoming invisible! In translation class I'm generally ignored. A girl I knew from last year just saw through me when I greeted her in the hallway. It's scary. I feel like in some Kafka story where I'm becoming smaller and smaller...
Sometimes I wonder if my parents would even care if I didn't came home. Or notice, even...
Ah well... life goes on, I guess. This weekend I was close to calling my counsellor again. But it's so funny, I just don't have the *time*. Whenever I come home from school there's no one in the office anymore I assume.
Hmmm... I like this song...
