Time Shift! *groans*

I knew this was going to happen! *laughs* So, my girlfriend, completely inexperienced with time shift and foreign currencies and so on, read the time schedule wrong. It turns out she's not arriving tomorrow, Tuesday, but on Wednesday! This was giving me an ulcer all day. My dad had taken tomorrow off just because of that, so he could be her and her sisters up from the airport together with me! I weaseled myself out of work, too. And on Wednesday I have an important class! >_< Not good. Well, I managed to straighten all things out.

So it's not that bad after all. I get one more day to clean up (my room looks good! YAY!), I got to take a shower in our nice, new bathroom, instead of the old one in my flat with the rusty pipes, I get to sleep in tomorrow AND I can rp a bit with kat. We actually managed to come up with a storyline! *hugs kat tightly* I hope you'll get better, love.

Actually, it looks like this time my gf and I are meeting, it'll be just like all the other times we've spent together. Lots of things go wrong, but it's always great fun! Hahahah, when I think of the last time in Orlando! Everything went wrong! The car kept dying on us all the time, we lost bags, fought, got tickets, drenched, I missed my plane... but it was fun! hahaha! And this winter in NY! Whole crap! The snow storm! hahahaha

Aw well... it'll be fine.

Just watched the end of Gormenghast. I feel so sorry for Steerpike. I just wanted to be loved and love. He never knew how to do it. Everyone hated him, treated him like scum. No wonder he did what he did... I must say, none of the characters in Gormenghast is very likeable. Titus is a wimp, Gertrude a cold-hearted bitch, Steerpike an ambitious killer, Fuschia has a problem with her craving for attention and the rest is plain insane! o.o

No wonder I like Steerpike best. At least he's *hot*. Well, until he gets disfigured anyway...

Slashiest Cardgame I've Ever Seen!!!

Wowsers! I just got my Gundam Wing cardgame that I won at eBay. Finally!!! *growls* Took them a fucking month to get it over to me! >_< Anyway, it looks awesome! Very pretty pictures. And I must say, it's the slashiest cardgame I've ever seen! No shit! There are tons of pics that are quite... obvious. Pictures that usually are drawn for couples and there you get Heero and Trowa or Wufei and Treize! o_O And then there's one naked blonde chick that I've never seen before! o.o Plus, they mixed in a couple of Gundam X posters! ô_o One pic that reeeeeally cracks me up is Heero half naked at a pool, holding a tropicana drink and flirting with some girl with Duo in the pool behind him making funny faces! hahhaha

Clean House

All is perfect and clean now. The house must be at its best right now. Don't think it's ever been cleaner! hahahaha... I've put up all my posters in my room. The Weißkreuz one, the Trigun and Angel Sanctuary one... very nice. I only need to vacuum the floors and then I'm done. I'm no longer feeling that panicky about my girlfriend's arrival anymore. Now it's rather... resignation! hahaha. But I'm looking forward to it, too ^_^. She's more gentle with me now, ever since she knows I'm depressed...

I will miss talking to all my friends online every day... *sighs* Well, I won't be out of this world. When they're out sightseeing or taking a shower I will try and get online.

Ah well...

sad...

I know I shouldn't feel like that and yet I do... I meant to say good-bye to all my online friends properly, spending some time with them before I finally will be away for six weeks. And it just so happens that they all have to go somewhere or didn't log on at all... This makes me so sad... ó_ò I hate being so easily influenced on my emotions. It shouldn't pull me down like that...

I can't help but think that this was the last day where I could really and fully enjoy my online life. Because after those 6 weeks are over, my flatrate contract will have expired. I won't be able to be that much online anymore. I feel a great panic at that thought. No more chatting for hours and hours. It'll be too expensive. I could cry... I feel so lonely right now...