sad...

[silversolitaire]

I know I shouldn't feel like that and yet I do... I meant to say good-bye to all my online friends properly, spending some time with them before I finally will be away for six weeks. And it just so happens that they all have to go somewhere or didn't log on at all... This makes me so sad... ó_ò I hate being so easily influenced on my emotions. It shouldn't pull me down like that...

I can't help but think that this was the last day where I could really and fully enjoy my online life. Because after those 6 weeks are over, my flatrate contract will have expired. I won't be able to be that much online anymore. I feel a great panic at that thought. No more chatting for hours and hours. It'll be too expensive. I could cry... I feel so lonely right now...

Comments

[panda-monium.livejournal.com]

Wah! *huggles* I looked for you but you weren't on *sobs*

Don't fret so much no da~a *huggles* We can still chat, even if for shorter periods of time. ^_^ My ass will still love your hand... *snerks*

[kkscatnip.livejournal.com]

im sorry! my isp kept dc'ing me, and i finally gave up and went to bed. slept for a good long time.. heh...

[nortylak.livejournal.com]

I was gone all day today! I wanted to get on and say goodbye, but I had no way to.

*hugs*

I will miss you SO much. SO much. BUT, you will have an amazing time. Take lots of pictures, eat great food, etc. Have fun with a *real* person. Revel in the fact that you are loved.

And even if we can't chat like before, we'll email. And if you get to the point when you can't do that, I'll write you handwritten letters if I have to! Okay? You won't be forgotten.

much love from michigan.