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Sick, sad world...
Jun. 28th, 2001 11:23 amI'm feeling a bit mellow right now. It's the time of the month, I guess... But even though, I'm feeling very lonely lately. I want to come home and talk to someone or at least know that someone will be there eventually. I envy my brother, because he can be at home all through the week. The last days were so nice and sunny, I wanted to be in our garden and take a dip in the pool. Instead I was stuck in this old, rotten house where I couldn't even sit outside because the spiders were going to attack me! >_<
Been debating all week whether to skip the Friday classes and just drive home. I wanted to make it dependant of the weather. I said, if it's still warm and sunny, I'll go home. Now it's raining, but I still want to go home... But I have a bad conscience. I feel like skipping every day. I can't face real life anymore. I never actually skip though. I'd only cut my own flesh. Yet, I always feel like running away...
I've been thinking a bit about the roleplay too. kat and I have a great story line in store, but the idea of it makes me very sad. It will be wonderful, but it will also be sad. Poor Belial. Especially now that he's found love and Katze is so nice to him... *sniffle* And I'm afraid Vincent will look like a real ass in that arc. But... he's only doing his job! A job he hates and yet can't let be because it's deep inside of him. By the time this arc is over, Vincent will have tried to kill someone of every couple we rp! hahaha
Gotta go to the translation class soon. Bleh... but I'll be back soon. I don't have to go to counselling today.
Eating Snickers bread spread to give myself a kick. I'm such a sorry creature...
Trying to download the new Harry Potter trailer now...
Been debating all week whether to skip the Friday classes and just drive home. I wanted to make it dependant of the weather. I said, if it's still warm and sunny, I'll go home. Now it's raining, but I still want to go home... But I have a bad conscience. I feel like skipping every day. I can't face real life anymore. I never actually skip though. I'd only cut my own flesh. Yet, I always feel like running away...
I've been thinking a bit about the roleplay too. kat and I have a great story line in store, but the idea of it makes me very sad. It will be wonderful, but it will also be sad. Poor Belial. Especially now that he's found love and Katze is so nice to him... *sniffle* And I'm afraid Vincent will look like a real ass in that arc. But... he's only doing his job! A job he hates and yet can't let be because it's deep inside of him. By the time this arc is over, Vincent will have tried to kill someone of every couple we rp! hahaha
Gotta go to the translation class soon. Bleh... but I'll be back soon. I don't have to go to counselling today.
Eating Snickers bread spread to give myself a kick. I'm such a sorry creature...
Trying to download the new Harry Potter trailer now...
