back from hospital...

*whimper* This is just too weird. I've never had a real operation. The narcotics are starting to wear off and it hurts... bleh. This is the second time now that I've been lying in this room! And it was almost exactly one year ago and a Friday, too, when they put me there! Last time, it was after the accident. I remembered the smell. Disgusting.

I don't like hospitals. And the nurses were unfriendly, as if they hated me for disturbing their peace. I so hate doctors. When they ask you silly questions about your studies and your life while they drive needles into your body. And then, the cut, barely a scratch on my numb flesh and I felt the warmth of my blood pouring over my body... I felt a strong craving then. My mouth was dry and I could taste the blood on my lips. I knew how it would be, salty and sweet...

Then it was over and they let me go. Now my abdomen hurts and I wait for the healing. I hope it doesn't come back though. I don't want to go there again....

ebay battle

I'm hoping to win the auction for some Zetsuai CDs. Been sitting on the edge of my seat all week, afraid to tell anyone in fear of getting competition! hahaha! I'm very excited. I hope I get them. I like the music sooooo much. *chews her nails* 50 secs.... *stares* 24 secs.... YES!!! I WON! Barely, but I did!!! *jumps around*

Now for the others... ARGH, there's this guy bidding against me!! I know him from other ebay auctions!!! He always sells off Zetsuai stuff for the most ridiculous prices! What a PIG!!! I won't let him WIN! >_< Like, he sells doujinshi that regularily sell for 10$ for 50$ and those idiots pay it, because they don't know how to get it otherwise. And he gives incorrect info, like says it's Zetsuai but in fact it's these footballers! I really
hate him!!!! He's fooling the fans.

Three more minutes for Bronze... I'm really nervous now. I'm taking this personal... *watches closely* One more minute... ALL RIGHT! Bronze is mine, too. And it was a bargain! 14,50$! I think he's off my heels... better check... last one... Zetsuai 1989... no other bidders yet... *chews nails some more* I'm sorry if I'm bothering you with this. I'm just so nervous! hahahaha. I want the CDs so badly. I've downloaded a couple of MP3s and they were really bad quality, but I liked the music so much. And it's impossible
to get the CDs in the stores. They're sold out. Plus, the swastika is on some of them. Bad...

Well, six more minutes to go. Guess I just have to relax... keeps my mind off the pain, too. The narcostics wear off. It really hurts now... bleh...

Lalalalalala....

One more minute to go... *heartbeat* AHA! YES! Okay! Strike! I won! *beams* Now I have them all! Weeeeeh! Just hope it all goes will with the seller. *hugs everyone* I'm so happy!

Silver now is the proud owner of the Zetsuai OSTs! Hurray!

Hm...

I think I need new userpics. Just a few. I don't have the right ones to express the feelings I usually feel. I need a pissed one and a d'oh! one and a very happy one. I think I'll dump Patamon, the tongues and Enjouji. He's cute, but not as sweatdroppy as I'd like him to be...

Waaah... my wound hurts... must resist temptation to look at it... blood... ah...

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Since I wasn't quite in the mood yesterday after discovering that I'm going to need an operation, I'm going to post it now. I got an Angel Sanctuary artbook! Wai! It looks AWESOME! I'm so happy! And I got Fake 1 and 3. *goes read* I just love Fake. So cute! *_*

Bleh... hungry...

New user pic!

This will be the one for me when I'm pissed! ^_~

Okay....

Good moment to use my new user pic:

AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!! DENCITY SUUUUUUUUUUUUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oy, cam!

That's the page of Angel Sanctuary I've been talking about! ^_~