Shooooooo... T_T

I just would like to state that my bro is an asshole. I asked him to hurry up when I gave him the plug to check his mail. Instead he did some online banking, an upload AND downloaded the update for his virus checker!!! It was 1,5 megs and took forever! He's so mean! ó_ò

And now kat isn't there... *sniffle* I probably missed her. Aw fuck... I'm getting tired. I have to get up really early tomorrow, because my stupid car (sorry, Tiny Bronco...) needs to be taken to the garage and has to be ready until tomorrow evening. Ah, fuck it all... what a depressing night.

On a lighter note, I overhauled the gallery on my website. Added a whole bunch of older pieces of art, so I guess that's cool. My knee hurts. I'm bewitched, bothered and bewildered. Life sucks in general I daresay. At least I get to listen to the Gundam Wing soundtrack.

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Ok, it's official, I missed kat. Argh! I could kick my brother!!!! >_< I really wanted to continue that rp... T_T....

I'm sick...

My stomach is twisting and turning and I can' stop crying. I feel like dying. How can a book upset me that much? I just want to die... it was the same with HP #4. It's killing me. Why do I have to be so emotional? This is not a good thing... not a good thing...

Inhumane... the morning hours...

How I hate them. They sicken me. I hate the morning like nothing else. It's a gray shroud that's choking me. I don't want to see it... I curse everyon who makes me. I hate the morning hours, hate them, hate them, hate them. My mind doesn't work, my stomach doesn't work, my eyes burn, my head hurts... I'm just no morning person. Why is life makign me one?

I love the night time...

Oh, Gore Vidal is on TV. At least something. I wish I could write him a letter...

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I hate being such a sensitive person. If someone says something it can throw me back for weeks and if I read/see something that makes me sad it can plunge me into the deepest depressions. When Cedric Diggory died... Gods, I couldn't recover from that. I fear I won't be able to read HP #5, it'll only upset me more. I fear the path it's taking. When I read that Haruka and Michiru were dying I couldn't calm down either. Later of course I found out that they didn't really die, but it was terrible enough.

I'm so bored. I don't know what to do with my time. I can't write, I can't draw, I can't do anything. My body is full of pain... I'm so upset. A mind is such a terrible thing...

I was a bit bored and pissed and drawing always is the best remedy...

Okay, this pic is sorta pointless. Could be right out of the show T_T. I'm such a loser. But hey, I see it as a getting used to drawing the characters and then I can go wild! ^_~


caption courtesy of Meimi:
Ken: "Just because Daisuke hit on you is no reason to lose it, Takeru."