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[silversolitaire]

I hate being such a sensitive person. If someone says something it can throw me back for weeks and if I read/see something that makes me sad it can plunge me into the deepest depressions. When Cedric Diggory died... Gods, I couldn't recover from that. I fear I won't be able to read HP #5, it'll only upset me more. I fear the path it's taking. When I read that Haruka and Michiru were dying I couldn't calm down either. Later of course I found out that they didn't really die, but it was terrible enough.

I'm so bored. I don't know what to do with my time. I can't write, I can't draw, I can't do anything. My body is full of pain... I'm so upset. A mind is such a terrible thing...